~•𝑨𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒍 𝑶𝒇 𝑫𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉☾︎《𝑱𝒐𝒉𝒏𝒏𝒊𝒆 𝑮. × 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓》

☆~Prologue

Ashie's pov

Johnnie: So it's no longer gonna be Ashie and Jonnie it's going to be Ashie.....and Johnnie

He said with tears in his eyes. It was the best decision for us, to split up for awhile. We had made this decision a few days back. I hadn't stopped crying since then.

He stopped filming. And wrapped his arms around me.

Johnnie: I'm so sorry..but it's gonna be ok Ashie we'll still talk it's just going to be without the relationship, ok?

He says leaning his head on my shoulder

Johnnie: No matter what Ash I'll still love you in some way.

I could tell that was a lie. At some point he will realize he doesnt love me anymore, weather it's in weeks, months, or years. He will stop loving me. I put my head on his and lean deeper into the hug.

You: I'm gonna miss you Johnnie.

Johnnie: Ash it's going to be ok, it's better for the both of us..maybe someday we can try again.

I nod.

I didnt have high hopes for that "someday" who knows if that will ever happen chances are it won't. I just wanted it to go back to Ashie and Johnnie again.

Later that night

Tara took me home. I didnt feel like driving, I didn't feel like doing anything. Who knew that a breakup could hurt this much.

You: I feel like I'm being over dramatic..like it's not that deep but at the same time it really is you know and we didnt even date for that long I dont know why this hit me so hard.

I say looking out the window.

Tara: Your not being dramatic trust me, you have every right to feel this way, I've seen you go through many many heartbreaks and you all ways find a way to work through it. Just give yourself as much time as you need to get over it nothing is rushing you.

I look at her. Shes focused with driving. I sigh.

You: I really love him, like actually, I love his eyes his hair, his voice, I could talk about him for hours I love Johnnie for Johnnie, you and Jake would question how I put up with him and to be honest I did because I was in love in my eyes there was nothing wrong with him he wasnt annoying or loud he was just Johnnie and I love him for that.

"Oh shut up" I think "your just being delusional"

Tara: I get it Ash I know how it is. Me and Jake will help in anyway you need. You have amazing friends like Me, Jake, Sam, and Colby. We do care, we will help you and Johnnie

She accentuated the and in the last sentence she said. I nod looking out the window.

You: He said that we can try again some day...do you think we can Tara?

I say looking at her trying to salvage any last hope.

Tara: Pffff obviously. Ofcourse if you guys dont find someone else, why? Do you not think that's possible?

She asks

You: Well yea but theres just this feeling deep down that it wont happen.

I say

Tara: Nah you guys will for sure get back together someday, I know it! But in the meantime try to work on yourself not for me or Johnnie or for anyone else but yourself. When the time comes that you guys have the chance to start over you'll be more prepared and you'll know what to do, you get what I'm trying to say?

She says. I nod.

You: You really believe we will get back together?

I ask

Tara: Yea! You guys are made for each other trust me! It's just..hm....right person wrong timing you know

Her words made perfect sense, I was lucky to have her as my best friend. She said all facts which gave me hope for the future.

You: Yea I know what you mean, Thank you so much Tara, I'm genuinely so lucky to have you as a friend.

Tara: Yea your welcome I'll always be here for you Ashie! After all I'm the ACTUAL ONLY person out there that was made for you.

I smile. I'm really lucky to have her.

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