- Ny'Lajia Tarhi Jones
- 17 years old||junior- Treston Amir Towns
- 16 years old||junior
______________________________________________________Ny'Lasija POV
Nawl... this can't be happening. Not to me, I thought as I'm looking down at 3 positive test.
The first question to pop up in my mind is how imma explain this to my gf, she finna go in on my ass.
You probably like how tf she pregnant and got gf well... shit imma stud who got drunk and had sex wit ha homeboy. No, I'm not fake gay, it was simply just a big ass drink accident. The morning we woke up next to each other we swore not to tell a fuckin soul or even speak on the situation at all.
Ion even kn wtf to think right now! What tf is my people gone think? They just got on board with this whole gay thing like. What is this boy gone say?
I should've been took one of these fuckin test, it's been bout 2 months and a half since it happened. I guess I was just scared for my suspensions to be confirmed.
Fuck!! Let me get up and go my ass to school, before I have anymore shit to deal with. I go and hide the test in the back corner of my closest and head off to school.
At school
As I'm walking in the building I look up to see mir and the rest of our friends standing at the door. Time I look up I make eye contact with mir, ever since that night I ain't been able to look him in his face. I mean how can I? I remember the feeling of him caressing my body, the things he made me feel, say, and do, things I never would've said or done sober.
Even though things have been awkward between us we hide it good from the others. I wonder what they would think if they knew our little flirtatious games wasn't games anymore? What would they say if they knew that I'm pregnant with his kid? Shit what would he think?
I'm pulled out of my thoughts by them asking me what's wrong.
"Nun, why yall ask" I say while trying to put on a happy face
" it just look like u got a lot on yo mind" said Maya
I look at mir lanky ass to find him already in my face before responding
" Nawl, I'm just tired"I say looking away from him
Shit ever since that night it's like he just been watching me. Like we'll be at lunch and I look up to find him staring and watching me closely, but let me focus I gotta test in bout 20 minu-
My thoughts are interrupted by this need to vomit, I sprint of to the nearest bathroom hearing what wrong wit you or u ok's?From the group. I had made it to a stall just in time.
A few seconds later mir walks in callin my name, but I'm too busy vomiting to respond. I guess he just follows the sound of me gaging. I sat there for about 5 more minutes wit mir holding my hair praying he doesn't ask any questions.
I get up in put some water in my mouth and gargle, when I'm done mir hands me a peice of gum. We look at each other for a few seconds before the questions start.
" what's wrong?"
"Nun" I said avoiding eye contact
" sum wrong Lajia, I kn when u lying" he said making me look him in the eye
" how u kn when when I'm lying?" I asked trying to change the conversation
" because when u lie or nervous u don't look the person u talkin to in the eyes, but stop trying to change the conversation, tell me what's wrong"I contemplated for lil before finally just saying it.
"I'm pregnant" I mumbled
"Speak up I can't here u" he said
"Im pregnant" i said glancing up to see his reactionHe had a mixed look of shock and disbelief on his face, he looked like he had just seen a ghost. For a split second I could've sworn I could see the wheels turning in his head and that scared me. So before he got a chance to utter a word I ran.
I ran all the way to one of my favorite spots I go to get away from people at this school .
I knew it wouldn't be long before he found me. My mind is racing with all these different scenarios at the moment, what if he says he don't want to be in the baby's life? What if he tells everybody? What if h-
I'm brought out of my thoughts by the door opening.I see mir walking in sounding out of breath.