My mommy's a Teenager- Malani

10

Maddie's pov

as the days went on

my mind became darker

and darker

i had my family..my little broken family..

i should be happy right?

but no all i wanted was to feel nothing

like all those years kalani felt nothing

how was i so stupid? how did we not know? we all knew our father was a bad man..wasn't it enough that he'd get upset and take it out on us? without going and getting a whole child to hurt and use?

as i was thinking char came and sat beside me
"Mads? have you chosen a name?"
i sigh and look at my stomach and rub it slowly
"no..well kinda we have a few picked out.."

she nods and looks at me "what's wrong?"

i inhale deeply "Nothing char, i'm fine? why wouldn't i be?"

"Maddie cut the bullshit, you may be the oldest but i am the runner up, now tell me what's wrong or i'll go grab tay and cam"

i sniff and look at her

"once the baby is born..i'm signing rights over to kalani and im gonna take that gun that i should of killed hom with years ago-"

"maddie.."

she says cutting me off knowing what i was about to say

she gets up and closes the door

"You're in a bad headspace baby girl.."

i sniff and look down "he said...that i was a mistake and that day kalani told me he hurt her he should of took me down there with her"

"But you know that's a lie! Maddie he was an abusive narcissistic asshole! he raped kalani! he fucking raped you! all of its twisted! Kalanis kids are our half siblings but also our nephews, there isn't anything okay about this! Your baby is also my sister as is she your sister but she's also your child!"

i sniff "i'm her mom so she isn't my sister but she is yours..? and aswell as your niece.."

i inhale and rub my stomach "i would kill her if u could"

char grabs my face and makes me look at her as she screams for Tay

he runs in and accesses whats happened and gently puts me in his lap and calls cam and kenzie in

they lay with me, watching stupid rom coms and sitting in silence until cameron says

You're going to be the best mother out there..i mean you and kalani..You aren't pushing us away from This, You've taken care of us for years..it's our turn to take care of you.."

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Kalanis pov

4 weeks later

i was cuddles with maddie when she started to whimper and she got up

first i thought nothing of it until i heard cries

fear rushed through me as i ran into the bathroom to see her holding onto the counter with water underneath her

"CHAR! HER WATER BROKE!"

i say as i gently help her out of her shorts and panties

she starts freaking out on me but i grab her face and hands and kiss her deeply

"No..You got this..We're doing this..let me do this with you.."

she inhales and nods as i get her out of the wet bottoms

Into the car
and to the hospital

it happened all so fast

"Baby..Push"
i say kissing her head

she's been in labor two hours and active delivery for 10 minutes
"GET IT OUT OF ME"

i kiss her deeply as she pushes and pushes until we hear a cry

"good job mom" the doctor says and as maddie goes to reply..she faints

—-

"Do you enjoy scaring me baby?"

i say as she holds baby jade

she rolls her eyes and smiles softly "she's so.."

"cute, just like her momma"

another eye roll but also a small giggle

"You two ready? you've been here 7 days and i'm pretty sure jade wants to be in her nursery"

me and maddie both roll our eyes "no you want to out her in her nursery, the one we have yet to see"

she rolls her eyes and gently takes jade who wakes up once she's off of maddie's chest and looks at char as if she's says "bitch i was comfy"

kenzie laughs "she was comfyyyyy, you messed with her sleep"

char rolls her eyes and jade starts to suck trying to eat and char automatically hands her back to maddie "Yea no my boobies are off limit baby girl"

tay gently snacks her head

in return maddie begins to shake and hyperventilate "i-i'm so-try o-please hint hurt me.."

tayler automatically realizes what he did and gently moves char snd rubs maddie's back

"baby girl..i'm not dad..look at me"

she slowly looks at me with her blue glossy eyes
"you're safe"

she sniffs and slowly nods my heart was breaking

my fault
all my fault
she wouldn't be like this if she never meant me-

"l-lani..cuddle..?"
i nod as i break out of my own mental break and cuddle the girl i love..and our daughter

our daughter

our kids

our family

i like the sound of that..

-Malaniziegler