My mommy's a Teenager- Malani

4

Kalani

It's been a day

With Maddie
She's so sweet...
But she's bossy. And body checks me

My kids love her

And it's only been a day

——

I was walking around the back yard
When Kenzie ran to me

"Laniiiii"

I laugh
"Kenzayyyyy"

She hugs me tightly and I shut my eyes

I hate being touched
But her Maddie and there brothers are always fucking hugging me

She let me go
And pulled me onto the grass

"Kalani?"
"Mhm?"

"What happened to you?"

I blanked out

Flashbacks over took my mind
And I just sat there.
Numb

Until I felt arms around me

"Breathe"

My vision was blurry
And I wasn't in the correct mindset

"Kalani. Breathe. In out"

I managed to do as she said
Over
And
Over

Until my breathing matched hers

And I calmed down

She lets me go

"I know it's probably not a good idea to touch you right now.:.so...."

I look at her

It was Maddie

I wanted to crawl into her arms and have her hold me

"M-Maddie c-can yo-you ho-"

She wrapped her arms around me agian

"Of course."

She picked me up
Took me to her room
And held me.

"Want me to have the boys come in? Watch a movie?"

I nod and she tells Cameron to go get them

They run in and jump into the bed
Which made me giggle a little

Jax looks at Maddie
And then me

"Momma? Can she just be our momma?"

I choke on my salvia

"JAX"

Maddie laughs
I was super embarrassed
But she simply told me