Please [Don't] Listen (JackSepticEye Fanfiction)

Chapter 4

Logan's POV

I suddenly got a text message from an unknown number. My anxiety shot through the roof and my hands began to shake as I typed in my passcode. I let out sigh of relief and a small laugh when I came to the realization it was only Sean.

I quickly texted back, "Well, who knew the five year old was right!"

We continuously texted and I plopped myself on the couch while eating left over Chinese. I put on my favorite movie, Ponyo, and just let the night fade away.

I was awoken around 4am on Wednesday morning by a soft knock on my door. I slowly walked over to it when I heard a voice.

"Come on L, I know how soft of a sleeper you are." The voice called out.

My first thought was that it was Jace visiting after his shift but when I opened the door my tired thoughts were proven wrong. I immediately woke up my mind but by the time I tried to slam the door, it was too late. The door flung open and I fell to the ground.

"Please leave." I said softly.

He chuckled, "But baby, I just arrived."

"Paul, how did you find me?" I held back tears.

He smirked, "You thought moving out of the country would stop me? Oh darling, I always knew you were weak, but now I know where it comes from."

I pulled myself up off the floor, "What do you mean?"

He got closer and whispered in my ear, "I needed you, but you wouldn't answer. So, I had a chat with your mother instead."

"What did you do to her?!" Tears were threating to spill over.

He laughed, "I didn't harm the bitch. Don't worry."

"Why are you here?" I asked backing up.

He smirked once again, "Because I missed my princess."

"Paul, just leave me alone." I state.

"No baby, I came back to protect you. Without me, you have nothing. You are just a worthless, little girl." He said calmly.

He grabbed my hands and pulled me over to the couch, "I need repaid somehow."

He began to run his hands up my thighs and reached for the buttons on my pants.

I tired to push him off, "Paul. No. Not this time. Not again!"

"Don't worry. Everything will be over soon. If you don't struggle." He continued.

Sean's POV

"Are you excited May?" I asked the jumping five year old.

She nodded, "I can't wait for tomorrow Uncle Sean!"

"You really have taking a liking to Logan, haven't you?" I questioned.

She nodded once again and looked me in the eyes, "And you have too. I can tell."

I laughed, "And how is that?"

"You watched all her videos and not once did you not have a smile on your face." She pointed out.

She was right, "Well aren't you just a super smart five year old."

"I know I am." She giggles.

I smile, "May this all has to be our secret, okay?"

"Okay Uncle Sean. Oh! You also give her this look and you look so happy whenever she smiles." May continued.

I smile at the thought, "Well it's hard to hate something that is so beautiful."

"Remember that Uncle Sean." May stated as she pranced out of the room.

May is really smart for a five year old. She has something that the other kids don't have and that is what makes her special.

"Wait May, why are you up at 7am?" I question and followed her out of the room.

Logan's POV

"See, it wasn't that bad." Paul said as he pulled back on his shirt.

He threw me my clothes and walked into the kitchen.

"So, whatcha gonna make for breakfast?" He simply stated.

I didn't want to speak. This was the first time he has done that since he was taken away and put in jail. He kept looking at me and waiting for me to respond.

"I don't have all day for a simple response you whore!" He slammed his fists down onto the counter.

It made me jump, "What do you want to eat?"

"Pancakes." He stated.

I pull back on my clothing, "Oka-"

"No, no! On second thought, keep those off." He interrupted me.

I nodded and headed over to the kitchen. I quickly made some pancakes and sausage.

I walked out of the kitchen to tell Paul the food was ready and he soon appeared right in front of me.

"I was watching something and you think that you are special enough to interrupt it?" His voice boomed.

"I- I jus- I just wanted." I stuttered.

"Well you're not!"

Just then he pushed me and I stumbled backwards into a wall. He walked forward and back handed me as hard as he could.

"Don't you dare cry you dirty little slut. People like you don't deserve to cry. You will do as I say and won't question anything I do and will never talk back!" He spits

"And I thought I told you to keep those clothes off." With that he hit me once more and slammed the door shut.

Out of the three year of this hostage statement he has never hit me. Not even once. I don't know why he started today but now that he has started he won't stop.

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I am so sorry. That was SO hard for me to write and I know it was probably hard to read.

Verbal, physical, and sexual abuse is not okay. I think you all already know that but I know some of you might be going through something like that and it is pure hell.

PLEASE don't be afraid to message me if you need someone to talk to and NEVER be afraid to get help. We all need some kind of help every so often and if you're going through this or know someone who is please do something about it. It is not something you want to live with. I love all of you and I want you to know that.

You are worth it! You are loved!

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