HARDSHIPS

is it really you..

I don't know what else to think about except her ..
Is she actually her or just someone else but by the way she got so nervous and left after knowing my name, shows that if she is her she still remembers me .
I don't know how my love for her went from friendship to 
.. I don't know how to express this feeling ...
Is she really Rose..
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Is he really Mario ..

"What happened rose why are you home so early "
"I was just feeling sick"

I soon as I got home I started overthinking. I felt like I was completed and I also felt that their is something wrong I don't know what to feel .

I am just too nervous .

I couldn't believe that I finally saw her after all those years .
But their is something that scares me what if she find out about the work I do, about my mission . Will she leave me .and what will I do if se leave me .
I will die ...just die.

I will call her .
Ringing*

"Who is this "

I picked up the phone .
"Hey rose please don't hang up. I don't think we can talk on phone about this weird situation, we should meet up tomorrow "
"Yes that's good"
"We should meet up at the cafe next to rosane's first branch"
"Yes that is fine I can come"

I was feeling very happy that I finally met Mario after all those years is Mario feeling the same.

Okay I'm just too nervous what if she find out about what I do . Will she leave me yes she will .. obviously she will.
I can't let her find out about this .. I love her too much .
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NEXT MORNING
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"Okay mom I'm going"
"But why you still haven't told me yet"

Should I lie to her I never lied to my mother but  I think I have to.

"Mom I'm going to lily's"
"Ok , stay safe"
"Yes , bye mom"

I felt very bad lying to her but i can tell her the truth yet.
I immediately saw him sitting at a table when I reached at the cafe. Not gonna lie he looked quiet handsome...

"Hey "
"Hi it is really good to see that you came"
"So, how can we process this situation"

"You are actually Rose right"
"I am and what about you.."
"I am Mario . I promise I can't lie because..."
"Friends never lie."

"Yes.. friends never lie"
"It took us a very long time to meet again and believe me Mario I want to continue this friendship right from where we left it "
"Yes.. friendship."

I don't know but I feel like I don't love her I am in love with her .. I just feel protecting her from every danger and I want her to be mine but it is not possible I think.

"Back to earth Mario "

It feels really good talking to him once again but this time it feels so different maybe it is just because we are not kids anymore..