MUHAFIZ

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Author pov

Karachi
1 month

"Your daughter is giving me hard time waseem uske khawab wagera mein ayo aur kaho Mir sahab ko maaf krdo"

   Deep sigh left sidharth's mouth as he complains keeping cigarette between his lips. His eyes stayed on white and grey marble grave that has waseem name craved. He visits him whenever he wants to talk about something, because it's always been like that. Whenever he needed advice or want to share something he would talk to waseem or call him if he's London. When he first decided to came back Pakistan after years, waseem was very  first person he called before Zain even though he knew risk. He knew betrayal of man way before still, he pretended oblivious 

   People aren't bad but situations are. They make them do bad things, they make them go against their own people. For survival, they have to take step which is against their morals and beliefs

     At first. Sidharth didn't believe when Zain told him about waseem being man, behind his address being leaked. He didn't believe any proof any gave him. His heart didn't want to believe that even though he's logical man. Then Zain shared audio of phone calls between bajwa and waseem. When he heard from waseem's mouth. That was his first ever real heartbreak. Break up hurts? No bro, being betraying by man you trust most hurts like bitch. Still, Sidharth wanted to let go of this. He did let go of this matter and didn't even bring it up because as he says majboor admi ke liye kuch sahi kuch galat nahi hota. He forgive waseem with Shehnaaz in his mind as she will be alone. He always cared about her even if he was away

    Also, Mir shah is very forgiving kind of person. He doesn't think human have right to punish anyone else for sins or crimes. Makafate-Amal is best revenge anyone could ask for (reward for actions. Karma)

"You do think I should break promise I made to you?" He questions randomly. He has always considered breaking that very promise, he made waseem because he can't take it anymore. He can't see his wife in such a state nor he can stay away from her but than he just stops himself because the man who took promise from him is dead and he fears what if that dead man cruses him. Can father ever cruse his own daughter's family?

"Wo meri taraf dekhti bhi nahi hai and also she doesn't let me in your house anymore waseem. She doesn't let me in. I'm your Mir-sahab." He empathised on word me because if in normal circumstances. Where waseem would have been alive and Shehnaaz was married to Mir shah. If Shehnaaz would have done something like this. He is hundred percent sure waseem would have scolded his daughter badly

    He laid his head on green grass with another sigh leaving his mouth. One hand underneath his head and other one holding cigarette between fingers as he looks at pretty orange sunset. (Shaam ko qaburistan daring banda hai💀)

"Only if you weren't coward waseem. Ek baar call krlete that people are bothering you. I would have handled everything I am very much disappointed to know you didn't have that much trust in me unlike your daughter." He was aware of trust Shehnaaz has on him in situations like this. Like she always have thought Mir sahab smbhal lenge and that actually came from her father who did trust Mir shah but fear made him take sudden wrong path

"I was ready to lie to her and say whatever Azhar said was absolute bullshit and all but than she said I will if you say you haven't done it I couldn't bring myself to manipulate her. Can never do that with her because she's pure soul you have no idea what she's going through right now because she loves us both and according to her she has lost both but what she doesn't know is that I'm always with her. She wants it or not I'm with her and she's with me."