i know you want me.(aleheather❤️🎀)

15. feeling 22

I woke up, feeling gentle warmth od the sun on my arm.
The sun was also shining on my face, so i woke up immediately.
I put my legs gently on the lukewarm floor.
The girls are still asleep, so i cover court with a blanket and get ready.
I walked out, in my waterproof makeup but still in my pjs.
The girls are gone? Theyre not in theyre beds..
I walk to the kitchen to see court hplding a birthday cake and everyone yelling ,,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"
The confetti went everywhere
H: thank youuu!!! Omggg!!!
I hugged court tight and blew out the candles.
Im finally 22..i cant believe it!
C: soo... We have a few plans for the whole day, so ms birthday girl wont be bored!
First up we have the pool, then we go on a party cruise where you can jump off into the sea, then its getting ready, dinner, nightclub and the sunset.
H: sounds great!
Alejandro was looking at me, smiling the whole time. What was he planning?
C: oh and here are your presents.
I collected them, from courtney, i got a 1000 dollar sephora gift card, a birkin bag and a 500 dollar starbucks giftcard.
From noah and emma i got tons of sweets and a victorias secret perfume set,
From taylor i got some pretty dresses and books on self growth, and al said that he will give me my gift later.
I wonder what it is!
I got ready for the pool. I wore a pink honolulu-style 2 piece, white shorts, a white hat and heart-shaped sunglasses.
We got some floaties and headed off to the pool.
The pool time was great, we played around, drank coctails, tanned, played uno and slid from the slides. We took a few pics!

Pool day❤️

I posted them on instagram and went off to the cruise. It was amazing!
It was already dinner time. I wore (pic)

Everyone was ready, we headed off to the restaurant. We ordered seafood, but since im a picky eater i just ate plant-based chicken nuggets. Then, we ate some cake and the employees sang to me. The most embarrasing minutes of my life!
We got off to the party. We all had fun, until i started getting dizzy. It was like the whole world was shaking. I couldnt focus on one spot at a time, my vision was blurry. I grabbed alejandro and said
H: please lets go outside, im not feeling good!
Alejandro ran with me to the exit. It was too late to see the sunset so we just sat on the stairs of the nightclub.
A: are you okay?
H: yeah, i cant believe this. I was okay the whole birthday.
H: hey, just qurious, what was your birthday present for me?
Alejandro looked at me and sighed.
A: okay so, before i tell you, i want us to stay friends as we are, and nothing will change, okay?
H: okay?
A: so first, i broke up with my girlfriend. She was cheating on me.
H: omg im so sorry! But what does it have in common with the gift?
He turned to me, while i was drinking water.
A: will you marry me?
I spat out my water on the sidewalk. I couldnt beliebe my ears. The question sounded unreal.
H: what?
A: will-
H: no i heard the question i just... Im shocked.
A: ..so?
H: no.
WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO? I HAVE A BF!
He looked at me, heartbroken.
I felt like a monster. I kept thinking about it. We cancelled the rest of the trip. I couldnt stay with him. I couldnt bear seeing him in this condition. What have i done?
I felt like i was about to cry. Idk why?
I arrived home. I still couldnt stop thinking about it.
Court sat next to me and said:
Its okay.