In your eyes

4

Jisung's POV

On my way back I thought about this afternoon, it really felt like a date, and I liked it, well I liked her. I'll be leaving France in a few days after our last concert, it's not a good idea to keep talking to her but I want to, it will be wiser to stop here, while it's still easy. In my room I jumped onto Hyunjin, who was lying on the couch scrolling on his phone, while screaming :

"WHAT SHOULD I DO, HELP ME HYUNJIN !"

Seungmin entered and without him being annoyed by me crushing Hyunjin he showed me some X's posts, pictures of me and Y/N was shared, it was us in her car and in the "café". When I saw the comments I felt so bad for her. She was beautiful, especially her sparkly eyes that I loved to dive int-...anyways, she was pretty but people didn't seemed to like her being with me. I needed to apologize to her at least but first I called Chan to ask him to contact our agency, they will try to get the pictures removed .

Y/N's POV

The day after the "café"meeting with Jisung, I was studying at a library when a girl approched me :

-"Sorry to bother but is it you on that picture ?" she said while handing me her phone.

It was an X's post, the picture was me and Jisung in the "café" and also the one in my car the night after the concert, they also was written : "Han spotted several times with a girl in France !!!". The post had a lot of likes and some comments was not so pretty, the fans didn't seemed to like seeing their idol with a girl. I said nothing gave back the phone to the girl and packed my things to go. I didn't liked having this attention, moreover the pictures showed clearly my face that's why the girl recognised me. I took a moment in my car to calmdown, this interaction stressed me more than it should have. As my breath was going slower I considered to text Jisung to talk about it but I stopped myself when I received notifications from Instagram, people found my account and tried to contact me but it was in private.

When I arrived to my studio, my phone rang, I received a text from Jisung, it said :

-"Hi it's Jisung, again.Have you seen the pictures ?"

-"I did"

-"Can we talk ?"

I didn't aswered, I wanted to talk to him of course but it wasn't a good idea. After a few hours he continued to text me and he tried to call me so I replied :

-"I don't think it's a good idea to talk or meet again".

-"I'm sorry", he responded fast, as if he knew what I will say.

-"I just helped you and returned your cap, like I would have done to anyone, you don't need to be sorry, I don't want to waste your reputation and time "

-"My agency is taking care of everything and you won't waste anything, but we need need to talk about it and I want to see you again and I have something as an apologize before I leave France, just come to my hotel tomorrow afternoon if you can and if you want".

I didn't texted him back because I didn't knew if I will come or not. That night I couldn't sleep, and the next day I was still undecided. So I did a list of the pros and cons as I often do, the cons were :

-maybe they will again be pictures of me on internet in front on the hotel,

-the hotel is far, i'm broke and the gas is expensive,

-if I saw him again it will be harder to forget him.

And the pros were:

-he has something for me,

-i want to see him again.

Three cons against two pros, it was decided I will not go to his hotel, until he texted me "I hope you will come ". I just grabbed my car keys and drove to his hotel, on my way to see him my heart was beating fast. I was parked in front of the building and waiting in my car scared and trembling since a few minutes already, "What is wrong with me, calm down it's no big deal why am I stressing so much" I thought. I took a deepbreath and headed quickly to the building. At the entrance of the hotel a man asked my name and told me to follow him, he walked me to a room and left me alone in front of the door 143, I knocked. Jisung opened the door, when he saw me his face enlightened :

-"Hi", I said.

-"Hi, come in", he replied with the biggest smile.

Jisung's hair were a bit messy and he wore casual clothes, he had a white sweatshirt from Balenciaga with written on it "Paris" and others things, "he must have buy it here recently", I thought. I entered and looked around, the room was insane it looked like an apartement, but as he was about to speak after, we heard someone knock and a man opened thedoor, he spoke in korean but I recognized the word "hairband". He was taller than Jisung had long black hair tied in a half pony tail and glasses, when he saw me his eyes widened and he said "Sorry" with a korean accent. Jisung shouted at him in korean and punched him out of the room. We laughed and it helped me relax a bit.

-"So you came ?" he said.

-"I guess", I replied.

-"Hum, so i'm sorry about the post on X, we're trying to get them removed, my agency is also going to say it was deepfakes, pictures did with AI and we need your signed agreement. And because of this and because you've helped me I did this for you", after he finished talking he went looking for a plate behind him. He showed my a cute decorated cake, on it was written "Sorry" and I guess there was an attempt to draw my car. I didn't knew how to react, I was so stressed that seeing this cake just made me emotional, he took time to cook and to decorate a cake, so much attention that I didn't deserved. My vision became blurred and when he saw my teary eyes Jisung panicked :

-"No no no don't cry, why are you crying ?" he said.

-"I'm not crying, my eyes are just wet", I tried to argue.

He took my head between his hands, they were soft and warm, I think I blushed because my cheeks were burning. Our eyes met and he said :

-"My cake isn't that beautiful don't cry and you haven't tasted it yet it's probably  disgusting.", his words made me laugh.

I composed myself and he cut me a slice of cake, I wish I could have said it's was delicious, but it was the sweetest cake i've eaten, I tried not to winced because I saw his concerned look. When I told him it was delicious he was the proudest.

-"I won't bother you any longer so if you want to leave now you can, you take the cake and go, or you stay a bit and I can introduce you to my friends, they want to meet you", he said while I was eating.

-"I have nothing planned today, I can stay", it will certainly be the last time I see him I can't leave so early and I haven't stressed so much just for a cake, I thought.