The way I grew up.

The Truth Comes Out

When my mom got out I asked her what we're gonna do today she said "well I was thinking about dropping Nicholas off at one of his friends house and you at a daycare center." My mother always dropped me off at a daycare center, she thinks that dropping us off somewhere isn't obvious that she's cheating on my dad especially when he comes home and she's in bed with another man. God it irritates me now as I'm grown up more that she lies and cheats but thinks she'll get away with it. Now its like every time she promises me something I know I can't rely on that promise not being broken.

A couple days past my father came home from work and my mother started yelling and screaming at my dad. I didn't know why at first until she said "I TOLD YOU NO MORE DRINKING, AND WHAT DO YOU DO?? DRINK!!" I felt bad, I don't know why, I didn't do anything, but just the fact that my mom kicked my dad out jus Because he hid beers in my dresser drawers I felt guilty as shit!

After that day of my mother screaming, yelling, slapping, and arguing, my dad never came back to my mom. Instead he moved on, moved into a motel and met a few buddies there to help support himself. About two weeks after he moved in he also found himself a job at the motel as a janitor/maid type person and met this young lady with red hair. Everyday he came home that's the only thing her all about. One day he came home from work started talk about this lovely girl, started influencing me to be nice and not insult her while she came to hang out. Honestly I don't know why but with every relationship my mother or father had with anyone else I never liked the other person. It was jus do weird and to this day it's the same, I'm a pure fucking botch to anyone who is with my mom and dad. Anyways about 10-15 minutes before she came over my dad pulled down his pants and payed in the bed. I wondered for second, "what the fuck? Why is his pants down like that?" A few minutes later if him stroking, and moaning he called me over to his side. "Marissa, hunny, put your mouth on here but don't bite!
"Why dad? What is that?" I wondered. "Shh, for ever tell anyone about this, okay?" "Okay, daddy" I said. I was confused, I didn't budge for a moment then his voice got tense. "Miaja, do it!" Okay Papé, I say. BANG, BANG!! Goes the door. "HURRY GO INTO THE BATHROOM AND IN ONE MINUTE COME BACK OUT!" Yelled my father as he's pulling his pants up. It was that girl that my dad has always been talking about. He opens the door and let's her in. She asks, "where is your daughter at?" "Oh she's in the bathroom, she should be out soon." Right when I heard him say that I walked out. She approached me, asked me what my name was. I stood there and shook and answered "none of ur business." She looked at my father, "has she had a nap lately?"