The Lost Mafia Twins

20 | Talking

~Saella Moretti~

I sat at the table with the others. I played with my food anxiously, I know they wanted me to talk again but... did I have the mental capacity to do it? I mean, after all, the last few days have been hectic, what with my fights and Amelia and Bethany, I was more nervous than ever. But there was something about this family that made me comfortable, happy even. The playful fights with each other, their mostly easy-going attitudes around me. I felt like I finally fit in somewhere other than a fighting ring. Seb nudged me gently and I glared at him.

"Sorry, Ella are you okay?" He whispered and I nodded. I wanted to speak but did they really want me to?

You know that dark voice that hides in the back of your mind all the time? The one that makes you doubt yourself and hate yourself and plant these fake worries in your mind. Well, I decided to name her Karen since 1-she is always around and 2-she can literally be described as a freaking Karen. Nothing is good enough for her.

But I've come to a conclusion. Karen isn't gonna control my life anymore, the others do like me, they're my family and they have made it obvious they want me around, I mean their shock and happiness when I first talked since coming here shows it all. I close my eyes for a second while I think of all the good things they have done for me in the short span of these few days.

"Can you pass me the maple syrup please Enzo?" I say quietly, my voice slightly croaky but I'm still talking. Holy shit, I really did it. I smile to myself proudly while everyone stares at me. 

"Uh, y-yeah sure." Enzo stutters, handing me the bottle of maple syrup. I pour some on my pancakes and begin eating while everyone stares at me in shock. I heard suitcases thumping on the stairs and groaned at the loud noise. I stood up and stormed out of the dining room and to the stairwell where I slapped Bethany.

"Some people are trying to eat peacefully so can you keep it down?!" I hissed, walking back to the dining room as she stood there gaping after me. I smirk to myself as pride fills me. I always have enjoyed standing up for myself.

Once the girls finally left, it was around 10 am. Zach decided it would be a good idea for us to go to school for the day so that is what we did. Luca drove, as usual, while me and Seb sat in the back. Seb, Luca and Enzo were talking about the next football game at school and how Luca and Enzo were on the team. I kinda zoned out. Once we arrived at school, the bell for our third lesson rang and we headed to class. Or at least, I did, not sure about my brothers but to be honest, I really didn't care. 

~~~At The Cafeteria~~~

I walked into the cafeteria and headed straight to the table where my friends all sat. Lili stood up and hugged me as soon as I walked over.

"Hey, Ella! How are you?" She asked and I smiled.

"I'm good, busy morning is all," I answer and watch all of my friends' mouths drop at my voice. Even Sam was shocked.

We continue talking for a bit and I notice Bethany sending me glares. My brothers were all talking together with their friend group when a small group of four boys approached us.
"Hey, Saella, right?" One of them asked and I fell silent, nodding. 
"Well, I'm Jason, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out with us instead of them?" Jason, a boy with short, honey blonde hair and striking green eyes. I raised an eyebrow at him and shook my head. He scowled.
"Why not? We are better than them so why would you hang out with lowlifes like this lot?" He asked, clearly annoyed. I just ignore him and turn back to my friends as they pick up the conversation where they left off, completely ignoring Jason and his friends' presence. 

They eventually left but still, I stayed silent. My mind was racing with thoughts as I walked to my next class. Except I didn't go to class, instead I walked out to the field where I sat down against a tree. I heard someone's footsteps on the grass and saw Sam.

"Hey, Ella. You doing okay?" He asked me as he sat beside me. I nod. 
"You know, just because the boys approached you doesn't mean you should dwell on it. It shouldn't set back the progress you already made." He says then adds, "And you know, I'm proud of you. Seb is proud of you, Lili is proud of you, Zach is proud of you, and all your brothers are proud of you. Do you know why? Because you finally faced your fear of talking and you can finally be happy. Ella, you are more amazing than you give yourself credit for and I will always be here to prove that, no matter what happens between us." His words make me feel warm inside, they settle in my mind and chase away those lingering bad thoughts.

"Thank you, Sammy. That's what I needed to hear." I whisper and I lean my head on his shoulder, as he wraps an arm around my waist gently pulling me to him. I felt comfortable, relaxed and more than anything, content with my life.

Hey guys, I know it's not Saturday but I promised two chapters yesterday and had time to write this one, do we like Sam or not? Are we happy that Amelia, Summer and Bethany are finally gone? Tell me your thoughts please! Stay Safe!

~Adalyn Solace