𝕵𝖔𝖍𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖊 𝕲𝖚𝖎𝖇𝖊𝖗𝖙 𝕺𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖙𝖘

ꜱᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ ɴᴏᴛᴇ

(Y/n = Your name)
(TW: Self harm and suicide)

(Y/n's POV)

I'm home alone again. Johnnie and Jake are out at arcade filming, and Tara is out with some of her friends. I go into the kitchen and make a sandwich, I grab the knife to cut the sandwich, but once i grab it, the voices come back. (Keep in mind = The voices have been gone for 6 months and you've been going to therapy for your SH) "Do it, cut yourself." The voices say. "No... I won't.. " I respond. "Do it... And we'll leave you alone." The voices shout, over, and over, and over.... "Fine... " I say. I grab a clean kitchen knife and go to the bathroom. I look at myself in the bathroom mirror and pull up my sleeve. I place the tip of the knife on my wrist and drag the knife on my wrist. Blood drips into the sink. I make 5 fresh cuts on my wrist. I set the knife down and sit on the couch it the living room, the voices have returned. "Ugh, just kill yourself, it's not like anyone will miss you." It says, i feel an urge to kill myself. I walk over to the medicine cabinet and take out some pills. I take one pill after the other, i soon feel a little dizzy. I text my suicide note into the group chat with Johnnie, Jake, Tara, Sam, and Colby. "Hey, I'm sorry I've been such a distraction to your lives, so, I'll take my life to make yours better. Goodbye, forever." I text into the group chat and i set down my phone. 2 minutes later, I fall onto the ground and pass out.

(Johnnies POV)

In the middle of me and Jake recording the video at the arcade. I feel my phone buzz and I take out my phone. I open my messages and read the suicide note. "Jake, we gotta get home, now. Y/n sent us a suicide note." I say in a panicking tone. Me and Jake run out of the arcade and hop in the car. Jake starts the car and rushes home. As we pull up to our house, Tara, one of our friends pull up to our house with Sam and Colby. She must have picked them up while she was driving home. We both pull up into the drive way and rush inside. "Y/n!" I yell. No response. "Y/n!!!" I shout louder. Still, no response. We all run around the house searching for her. Sam finds her in the kitchen. "Guys! Over here!" He shouts. We all surround her. I kneel down and hold her. "Y/n.. Please wake up..." I say, tearing up. Jake walks over to the counter to see the packet of pills open. "She ate the pills... " Jake says. I attempts to find a pulse, but fail. "She's gone..." I say. I start crying on her dead body, wishing I didn't leave her home alone.
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