Pink Petals

Chapter 4

It felt like days before I seen sasuke again..

I haven't ate or drank anything so I felt weaker than ever..  And I felt like I was going to piss myself from not using the bathroom.

Plus being in the dark didn't help at all.. All I could do is think. My face felt swollen from where he punched me and my neck was sore from when he choked me..

I don't understand.. I never in a million years thought sasuke would do this to me.. Yes I knew he was mentally unstable in a way from everything he went through but still.. I never thought..

I just want to go home.. surly everyone has noticed I'm gone and I know they'll send out a search for me.. I have no idea where I am.. But I trust my comrades enough to know they'll find me.. They have to right?

I kept replaying sasukes words over and over in my head... pregnant with his child? Becoming a family? NO! I wouldn't let it happen. Surly he wouldn't rape me right? There was so much going on in my head I couldn't get my thoughts straight...

I heard the latches on the door being to click sasuke made his way in the room and he flipped on the lights.

My eyes stung from the days of darkness to a now blinding light. It caused me to have a headache..

Sasuke walked over to me and placed a tray of food down. Rice, chicken and some miso soup.. with a cup of water.

Eat Sakura.. you're looking frail..

I looked at the food and yes I was hungry but I felt so sick I couldn't even think of eating.

I turned my head away from the tray.

Sakura.. don't make me say it again. Fucking eat. Or I will make you eat.

S-sasuke I can't I feel sick.

FUCK! SAKURA! He yelled causing me to cower in fear.

He picked up the spoon and began to force feed me causing me to cough and choke.

S-sas P-pLEASE I choked out.

He sat back and put the spoon back on the tray.

I try to be fucking nice and this is how you repay me.

Sasuke... I cried. I can't fucking eat I feel so sick. My head is killing me and my face hurts! I can't even heal myself.

Sasuke looked at me with those same stone cold eyes.

Well Sakura you need to eat. Try the soup. He began to feed me the soup and that was a little easier to digest. It actually was really good and it made my stomach feel warm.!

If I wasn't in the situation I was in this would almost be romantic. But this was far from romantic.

I finished the soup and he brought the cup of water to my lips and I chugged it. God I was so thirsty.

Sasuke put the cup down and put his hand on my face causing me to cower. I thought he was reaching out to hit me again. But he gently placed his hand on my cheek and he drug his fingers from the top of my cheek to the bottom of my lip.. He kept his finger on my bottom lip stroking it. I couldn't tell what he was thinking but he was starting at it intensely making me feel sick. God please don't kiss me again.

Sasuke stood up and pulled me up with him.

Sakura I'm going to bring you into my room and you will lay with me your legs will be shackled and your hands to but no worries. If you can prove yourself to me you can be free.

Just be a good girl. He looked back at me and winked.

I felt sick to my stomach hearing that come out of his mouth.

S-sasuke.. I need to use the bathroom.

Sasuke helped me to the bathroom and watched me as I used it. I began to protest against him doing that but he gave me a look as to say don't fucking speak.

So I didn't.. I used the bathroom stood up and let him lead me to his bed.

God it felt so much nicer than the cold floor I was laying on.

He began to rope my legs the way he wanted them and my arms but either way I was glad to be in a bed..

I began to think.. I got such a big head I've got to come up with something.

I closed my eyes pretending to have fallen asleep but really I was plotting. What could I do with the situation I'm in?

Let's see sasuke said he would un shackle me if I behaved.. and what exactly does he want from me? Well my love. Okay so.. here's what I'm going to do I'm going to pretend to love him pretend to be dependent of him and then see how far I can get with my freedom.

Like a Stockholm syndrome case.. yes I could pull this off..

Kakashi please wait for me.