Luminous Steps

07

Losing My Way
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"The man runs because he is a hired hand [who serves only for wages] and is not concerned about the [safety of the] sheep."
‭‭John‬ ‭10‬:‭13‬ ‭AMP‬‬
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Ray enjoyed assisting Ashanti at the local soup kitchen more and more each week. Giving back reinforced his growing faith while deepening their bond. However, one Saturday his past haunted, temptation too strong.

That evening, finding Ashanti's usual smiling face, Ray hung his head ashamed. "I failed you," he gulped. "Slipped back to old ways seeking escape from fears."

Ashanti listened without judgment. "Doubts come to all. But you came clean - that shows integrity. Now share your heart, let healing start."

Ray poured out regret, confusion. Ashanti comforted with empathy born from her own battles. "This doesn't make you weak or unworthy. Together we'll turn stumbles to stepping stones."

For days Ray berated himself despite Ashanti's reassurances. Until one Sunday, the pastor's sermon resonated - "Though lost, the shepherd left others to find the one. And there is rejoicing in Heaven over each sinner who repents."

Ray renewed focus, rededicating to biblical study with new seriousness. Nights found him pouring through scripture alongside Ashanti, discussing each revelation. Her patience through mistakes strengthened belief in redemption's power.

Weeks passed without further missteps as Ray grew more at peace. At Ashanti's side volunteering, children's smiling faces blessed forgetfulness of past regrets. Their bond deepened through faith in each other beyond moments of imperfection.

One afternoon walking together, Ray took Ashanti's hand thankfully. "Your belief in me never wavered, helping me see my worth through God's love. You are truly an angel sent to lift me from darkness into light."

Ashanti embraced Ray, joyful for the strides made. Together they gave thanks for trials overcome by staying faithful to their guiding star.