Forever in debt

chapter 1.

Khaleesi

7:18am Tuesday 17/4
"Khaleesi wake up now you useless bitch, you have school."
Another day another beating. I woke up to being thrown out of bed against my wall, i look up to my father laughing at me before he left my room. A tear formed in my eye as i tried to stand up, i turned to the mirror to see a cut pouring with blood on my lower back. "fucking hell" i whispered quietly so my father didn't hear and come in again. i walked over to my phone to see what time it was, "great" its 7:18am which means i need to start getting ready for school.

I walked over to my bathroom that's connected to my room, turning on the water in the shower so it's boiling hot. I got undressed and put
my hair in a claw clip, i slowly stepped into the shower letting the water pour down on my leg first. Feeling the warmth was like it was the safest place i could ever be. Once i finished my shower, i attended to my wound on my back wincing in pain as i put the dressings over it. I brushed my teeth, did a natural makeup look for like day and lightly curled the ends of my hair.

I walked over to my walk in wardrobe thinking of an outfit to wear. We have dress codes at my school bug i never follow the rules as i know i wont ever get pulled up on it. I chose a baby pink mini skirt with a white one piece, i paired my outfit with my white Versace sneakers and a plain white backpack. By the time i was finished getting ready it was already 8am, i started school at 8:30am. I picked out the keys to my chrome ferrari 296 GTS and quickly ran outside to leave as fast as i could.

If your probably wondering how i have a ferrari at such a young age its because my dad is the boss of the American mafia, although no one really knows i'm his daughter apart from a close few people. I hate this life and i absolutely hate my dad, my whole life he has done nothing but belittle and abuse me ever since i was old enough to start walking. I have 2 brothers Vincenzo and Adrian, they absolutely adore me and i adore them but i will never forgive them. Whenever my dad abuses me they look the other way and act as if they don't see anything.

My father blames me for my mother passing away as she died giving birth to me. My mother had an extremely rare condition that made it very dangerous to have children, my father knew that but still insisted she have us. He knew the price he was paying, he just didn't like the outcome so now i'm a constant reminder of what he lost. Ive seen photos of when my mother was my age, we look exactly alike which makes my father's anger and rage towards me extremely worse.

My father absolutely adores and cherishes my brothers, with me he wouldn't hesitate to kill me to get revenge. Im surprised he hasn't yet, the only thing stopping him is my brother Vincenzo. I call him enzo for short, he only protects me when it gets serious or when i ask for help which is not very often because it makes it worse.

Anyway enough about my story for now. I didn't realise how fast i got to school, i looked at the time. 8:15am. I took a deep breath in before i got out of the car and walked into school. Don't get me wrong it's my only escape from home but i absolutely hate it here too. I keep my head down as everyone's eyes latch on to my body, all of the boys love me especially because they are trying to have sex with me. All the girls hate me because of this, i don't entertain any of it, i don't have the time or patience for any of it.

I walk over to where my little group hangs out. I have 4 friends Nova and her boyfriend Domenico and Aleena and her boyfriend Ace. I keep my circle very small for 3 reasons. 1, you cant trust anyone 2, i absolutely hate people 3, i have been friends with these 4 for as long as i can remember. I greet everyone with a hug and start gossiping with the girls while the guys are playing some game.

The bell went letting everyone know that hell has started, we all started walking to our first class english. I somehow pulled some strings with the principal a few years ago to ensure we are all in the same classes until we finish school. Thank god we are in our last and final year otherwise i think i would go insane, i'm going to miss it heaps though all the good memories i have are from here.

We all sit down in our usual spots in the back of the class, i sit in the middle and the girls and their boyfriends on either side of me. They all just talk to each other and giggle, whereas me i actually pay attention and do my work. I get straight a's in every class without even trying, i don't need to finish school but it's something to fall back on so i can live a semi normal life.

Without even realising how fast the day has gone it's already time to go home, unfortunately for me i cant hangout with anyone after school which is horrible. I said my goodbyes and quickly drove home so i didn't get in trouble. I walked inside my home to see no one was home apart from all the security guards and maids. I took a sigh of relief and walked up to my room, i quickly had a shower and got changed into something more comfortable.

Sometime while i was in the shower everyone came home so i walked downstairs and greeted everyone. My dad didn't acknowledge me at all while enzo and Adrian hugged me and asked about my day. I filled them in on everything while i made them a quick snack before dinner as well as making my father a drink. I put the drink next to him and went into the living room with my brothers, we decided to watch game of thrones before dinner, we all are obsessed with that show.

We ended up watching 3 episodes before dinner was ready, Adrian ended up falling asleep so i had to wake him up, he definitely wasn't the happiest as he had a very annoyed look on his face. I giggled at his reaction as i walked over to the dining table quickly changing my mood. I sat down next to enzo and waited for dinner to be served, as we were eating it was very awkward. My father was talking to the boys about business and i just sat there eating while minding my own business.

"Khaleesi theres something i have been meaning to tell you" I looked up from my plate to my father staring at me. "Yes father?" i was very nervous to what he was about to say as you can never know what someone is about to say. "In order for you to fulfil your duties to the mafia you will be marrying Alessio De Luca. You will be meeting him on Friday depending on how that goes and if he doesn't kill you that will determine when the wedding is."

I had 50 different things running through my mind when my father said this, how could he i'm not even 18 yet. Alessio is the soon to be next boss of the italian mafia. He is the most ruthless and dangerous person in the world, he doesn't care about anyone or anything. Everyone and anyone is petrified of him and my father is just signing me off to him like i'm nothing. I looked at enzo and he's got a guilty look on his face like he's known this whole entire time, a tear fell on my cheek as i scoffed at him.

"Yes father i promise i wont ruin this or disappoint you" I looked down at my food playing with it thinking about everything. I don't have a choice in this at all but i'm the most scared i have ever been. Alessio could be worse than my father, what if he abuses me or kills me. Im leaving one hell to go into an even worse one.