Forever in debt

chapter 2

Khaleesi

8:15am Thursday 18/4

I spent all day yesterday thinking, everyone at school knew something was wrong. I wasn't doing any of my work, i wasn't laughing or giggling with the others, everyone was worried. It doesn't matter what had happened to me in the past i always came to school with a smile on my face and was known as the happy one, the one that never worries about anything. But how can i put in a smile and pretend i'm okay when i'm practically getting sold to a 22 year old murderer.

I have done nothing but prayed this doesn't turn out with me dead, i don't know why my father did this to me and i don't know why my brothers agreed and let him do it. All i know is that it's an arranged married between my father and Alessio's father to help strengthen both of our mafias. I overheard one of the conversations between my father and enzo saying that this was a $5,000,000 deal, and if i was to ruin this my father would cut off my head.

I am terrified for my life, Alessio is known as the most dangerous man in the world. He kills whoever he wants, has no emotions or feelings, he's extremely powerful and gets whatever he wants when he wants it. The stories i've heard about him bring goosebumps to my arms, i hope i don't end up turning into one of those stories. Im meeting him tomorrow so i hope everything goes okay and he's different from all the stories.

My father let me take today and tomorrow off so i can prepare myself so i can be "at my best" as my father told me last night after he beat me up black and blue. I decided to wear a long dress today it was white and flowed beautifully, i paired it with my silver butterfly heels and my white ysl purse. I walked down stairs and grabbed the keys to the white bmw and drove to the nearest mall.

I had to look for a perfect outfit for tomorrow, we were all going to dinner to an extremely exclusive and expensive italian restaurant. I couldn't decide if i wanted to wear red, black or white so i had a look at all three colours and bought dresses for all three. I walked around to find a pair of heels and walked into ysl. I chose a black pair with the gold ysl heel, either way it doesn't matter which dress i pick now because those shoes will go with anything.

I picked up a few more essentials for tomorrow night and headed back home. Whenever i go out thats not school i always have 4 bodyguards with me, they never let me go out with alone and its always the same 4. Danny, Luka, Romeo and Carlo. Carlo is my favourite out of all of them, he treats me the best and acts as if his job isn't to protect me it's to be my friend. He always comes in my car and the other 3 go in separate cars, i tell Carlo everything as i know he wont tell anyone.

"Carlo what if something bad happens to me, worse then it does here. I don't even know what he looks like what if he's ugly." I turned to him to see his reaction as he laughed at my last comment, i had a slight smile. "Khalee i promise if he even lays a finger on you i will kill him myself, if he threatens you or does something you don't want to you call or message me straight away please. You know i will come i promise you okay and for him being ugly i can assure you he is not." A wave of reassurance hit me, at least i have someone i know will protect me no matter what.

We arrive home and i walk inside, only enzo was here, great. I haven't spoken to him since Tuesday night, i have been dreading it since he's done nothing not one single thing to protect me during this. I put all my bags down and walk into the kitchen first, i made myself and enzo a coffee so we could talk. I walked over to him and sat down placing the coffee's at the same time. "Enz we need to talk."

I watched him take a deep breath in as he turned his phone off and placed it down. "Leesi i'm sorry i never meant for this to happen, it was never supposed to be you. I did everything i could absolutely everything but it wasn't enough, i went against father, against everyone in that meeting. They wouldn't listen to me, they didn't care, it was like i was no one in that meeting. You have to believe me it was never ever my intention for this to happen to you, but i can promise you i will do absolutely everything in my power to keep you safe i promise even if it means i die trying. I love you to much leesi, and i forever will until i die."

We were both in tears by now hugging each other, he kept on apologising and i kept saying it was okay. I still don't think i will ever forgive him though, i don't honestly think he did everything he could. He's the next in line of our mafia he should have a say in what happens with the mafia and everyone would need to have an opinion and an understanding. I couldn't stay with enzo any longer for now without going insane so i said my goodbyes and walked upstairs.

Since Alessio is italian i suppose i need to learn his language to try and communicate with him better. Im extremely smart and i have an eidetic memory so i should pick it up easily and very quickly, although learning a new language is always extremely difficult even for me. I started off with all the basic words and phrases for now, i don't need to know absolutely every single word in the italian dictionary.

After hours of studying i saw the time, it was 6:37pm i freaked out and realised i haven't been downstairs since i talked to enzo. My father is probably home right now and would've gotten home hours ago. I ran downstairs and calming myself before i reached the kitchen, i saw my father sitting with Adrian both of them on their phones.

"Hello father, hello Adrian." Adrian greeted me with a hug and a kiss on my forehead, my father barely noticed i was even there. I wish things were different between me and my father, what life would be like if my mother didn't die, would i have a normal life and would i have been married against my will. Theres many what ifs but none are reality.

"Khaleesi come to my office now." I gulped in fear not knowing what was going to happen to me, i followed him to his office looking at the ground whilst walking. He closed the door behind us and locked it, my eyes widened in fear as i realised what was happening.

He grabbed me by my throat and started threatening me. "If you do absolutely anything to jeopardise this i will kill you, if you make me lose my money i will kill you, if he decides he doesn't want you and this whole marriage is off i will kill you. Do you understand what i am saying you bitch, if you fuck this up in anyway you are dead i promise you that and no one will be there to save you." I gasped for air struggling to breathe as he let his force on me go.

I nodded my head in understanding, "you will do absolutely everything in your power to make him happy and accomodate to his needs and wants. If he says you do something you do it, you will not talk back, you will not be out of line or disrespectful. You will obey his every word, do you understand?"

"Yes father i understand i will not ruin this and i will not let you down, i will do everything i can to make him and you happy even if that means i die in the process. I promise i will do good father." A tear fell from my eye from the stinging feeling on my neck, "good now go do what you have to do to make him like you if thats even possible."