Without You There Is No Me - A Fuenciado One shot

Vic’s POV

Today has probably been one of the worst days of my life. And considering I’m a walking disaster today really tops the charts for ‘worst day ever’. Today was the day I told my best friend in the whole world that I’m in love with him. I really don’t know why I did because I knew he wouldn’t like me anyway, but I did. I told him that he is all I think about every day, I told him that he’s my everything and that when I’m not with him my life feels so completely empty, like a part of me is missing. Well, I didn’t tell him all of that… I’m way too insecure to hear what he has to say if I ever did. I just told him that I was in love with him, and that I have been ever since I met him.

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Today is Saturday and Jaime and I are going to go see a movie together. As friends of course. He still doesn’t know I’m completely, head over heels in love with him. But I would never pass up the chance to be around him. Being around Jaime just fills me with so much joy. I’m thinking that today I’m going to tell him how I feel. I don’t know, but today I’m feeling really courageous.

 Jaime and I walk onto the bus that we have been impatiently waiting for, for the last 30 minutes.  Well I didn’t really mind the wait; again I’m spending time with Jaime so I’m okay with it. I lead Jaime near the back of the bus so we could have a little more privacy and I could maybe tell him that I’m in love with him. We sat down and my attention went out the window. I’m just staring out the window thinking of ways to tell him. As I start to think about Jaime my mind started to wander. He’s so gorgeous. I love everything about him. His dreamy brown eyes, his silly dark hair with a streak of blonde in the front, his beautiful smile that lights up my whole day when I see it and his lips, oh gosh his lips. Every time I see those gorgeous lips form into that smile that I love so dearly I just want to grab his face and crash mine into them. He’s just so perfect at everything he does, no wonder why I’m s-

“Vic? Vic?!” I heard an annoyed Jaime yell at me. “Are you even listening to a word I’ve been saying?” he looked at me smiling trying to hide his annoyance.

Opps, how long have I been looking out the window thinking about Jaime? How long have I been ignoring him?

“Uh, yeah sorry.” I said trying to hide my smile. He just makes me so happy I can’t help but smile when I’m around him

“Hey are you okay man? You seem a little down today, or like you’re thinking about something. What’s bothering you?” Jaime asked in what almost seemed like in a concerned tone.

Other than the fact I’m in love with my best friend and I can’t tell him because he’s straight and wow you’re so beautiful Jaime. I just really want to make you mine.

“VIC!” Jaime yelled. “What is going on with you today? Every time I ask you something I just get a blank stare and no answer.”

“Sorry, I just have a lot on my mind right now.”

“What’s going on? Vic, I’m your best friend you know you can tell me anything that’s bothering you” He said smiling at me while putting his arm around me in hopes of cheering me up.

I blushed at his touch but quickly went back to thinking about how I’m going to tell him so Jaime wouldn’t notice. And I didn’t need to be cheered up. I needed to think of a way to tell him I’m in love with him.

“It’s really nothing important Hime; please just don’t worry about me” I said with a reassuring smile that he didn’t seem to buy.

“Vic I know when something is bothering you and I know it’s not nothing. Come on just tell me”