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"Once again, or for the last time. Hello my love?
I wish you could understand how much I hate myself while writing this letter. I know, I don't have the right to say this. But fate seems to be satisfied only when I kneel before it.
First of all, I'm sorry. For all of my lies. For lying to you. But I wanted to tell you the truth even though it's late now.
The day we first met wasn't so pretty as you imagined. A broken fountain that no one tried to fix, plants that are dead from being trampled on by too many people, finished cigarettes and garbage bags lying on the ground. The chairs around were either broken or occupied, so I sat next to you without even noticing you. Then I accidentally saw your drawing. A beautiful girl drawing a wonderful world down on her paper caught my attention too much. But it was supposed to end there.
But we met again. It's because I was searching for you. I'm sorry. I did all of that without thinking, without expecting that I'll be so attracted to you.
Day by day, I became addicted to everything about you. Without you, it feels like a thousands of years in hell, but with you, time flies like an arrow. I feel relieved when I see your smile, intoxicated by your kisses, and get drunk in your scent.
I hated living. And you told me "No matter what, you need to live without any regrets". That's when I started to love my life which I was ready to throw it in the trash. For you, because of you. So thank you again. For giving me a chance to love my life.
I used to feel my blood run cold at the thought of losing you. I wanted to keep the only good thing that came into my life which is you.
