walls of the heart part 2

last day

CHAPTER 1

Hearing an annoying buzzing sound coming from somewhere I lazily shove my hand around trying to find the annoying sound, after a few seconds I grow annoyed opening my eyes I sit up lazily looking for my phone. Finally realizing it is under my pillow I grab it and answer "Mom?" I ask running a hand through my messy long hair 

"Sorry honey did I wake you?" her sweet voice cuts through the line, confusing me she is never this nice and she never allows me to sleep in like this "waking me would mean I got to sleep" I mumble feeling tired. I fall back on the bed waiting for her to explain why she called me "you're not sleeping?" Her voice is laced with concern "don't worry mom. I am perfectly fine" I lie getting impatient with her, I drag the phone away from my ear looking at the time it is already 11:30 Jimin's mom is going to call me for lunch any second now.

"I'm- I mean were coming home tomorrow night, please make sure your home by seven at least" She says I just nod not ready for this new part of my live "I have to go" I mumble cutting the call. she never allowed me to meet my father, but she wants me to meet her boyfriend a guy she has been dating for what? 3 months? How serious can things get in 3 months? the answer is it can't.

I sit up and throw my phone against the wall feeling everything I have worked hard to keep in tack falling apart and slipping through my fingers, I fucking hate the feeling. I run my hands through my hair and try to calm myself down. "Lunch" I hear Jimin's mom after a few deep breaths I stand up and walk towards the kitchen. I don't get why my mom would do something like this to me. She trained me not to fall in love, she trained me to focus on what is important she made me feel guilty for being with someone I love... or used to love... yet here she is dating a guy for a few months and ready to bring him home already? she is fucking losing her mind completely.

"Fuck I'm sorry" I blurt out as my body hits someone else. Looking up I see it is Jin with his usual comforting smile "you okay?" he asks running his hand over my cheek I look at him for a few seconds before taking a step back "please don't touch me" I whisper looking at the ground feeling the familiar pain return "we have not seen you all week" he whispers taking a step back I look up at him shaking my head "I video called Yoongi a few times" I say walking past him into the kitchen "I am talking about the rest of us" Jin added following me, I nod allowing his words to sink in before turning to him to respond "what do you want from me?" I ask retying to smile "you want me to act like nothing happened?" I added searching his face for an answer, but his face is blank "the only reason I am still talking to Yoongi like nothing changed is because he tried keeping me away from Jimin. he is the reason Jimin and Lilly started dating, that's why he got mad whenever I was alone with Jimin. he took me away from Jimin and Lilly while they were further discussing the deal he then subtly tried explaining to me that I deserve better than Jimin" I explained keeping my gaze locked with Jin's "Little did he know Jimin and I already had sex" I added turning around again needing space from them.

"Hungry?" Jimin's mom ask as I step into the kitchen I see all of the guys is there and there is only two open seats one between Jungkook and Taehyung and the other one between Jimin and Namjoon I go to sit between Taehyung and Jungkook "yes please I have to pack today" I answer looking at Jimin's mom "you're mom called me last week and told me what happened" Jimin's mom explained I just nodded knowing there is nothing I can do to change it so there is no use in talking about it 

"I am sleeping at my own place tonight mom. there is a bottle of brandy with my name on it" I explain planning to drink myself to sleep everyone shot me confused looks but Jimin's dad walked in laughing "Thats my girl" he said proudly tapping e on my shoulder making me giggle "don't promote that behavior angel" Jimin's mom snaps at her husband in a playful way making me smile at them "Mind if I join?" Yoongi asked taking a bite of his lunch I look at him confused knowing it is a horrible idea "yeah I think all of you should join her" Jimin's mom says putting a plate in front of me "No that is a horrible idea" I mumble taking a bite of my food "I need to be alone tonight" I add 

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"Oh God" I mumble holding my head tightly as I stand in front of my locker. going through that entire bottle alone was a bad idea. I most likely won't do that again. The muffled voices of the students just add to the pain, but I try to shake it off, I grab my art book and head to Miss Bell's class. My eyes search the room for an empty desk away from the crowd I used to hang out with I find an empty desk in the corner and go to sit at it walking past Jimin and his friends along with Lilly. "Ahh Justin you can sit with Bella" Miss Bells chimes as I open my book. I look up seeing the new guy Justin and hell I won't deny that he looks like an angle mixed with the devil. God the way his blond messy hair hangs over his forehead makes me question myself for a moment.

"You really hate me, don't you?" I ask standing up and looking directly at Miss Bell, a small smirk covers her lips as she crosses her arms over her chest "I won't say hate Bella. More I like to see you have a hard time" she explains as Justin walks over to me "I know Jimin broke down your walls leaving you vulnerable maybe Justin here can help you repair those walls" she explained looking between me and Jimin. my heart sinks in my chest feeling the familiar pain seeping in again I sit down. "Justin" the new guy introduces himself "Bella" I whisper trying to offer him a smile, but I am feeling too weak for that now. 

"Are you okay Bella?" Yoongi's voice cuts through the lingering silence causing me to look up and how I wish I did not. "Uhm" I try to speak but the seven of them staring at me has me nervous for a reason I can't place "why are you here?" I finally ask looking directly at Yoongi not wanting to look at the rest of the guys "I am off today and I thought I would come check on you" he explains I nod slowly before looking at the rest of the guys "the three of you has the same class as me" I say more to myself pointing towards Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook. "You came to check up on me" I say looking at Yoongi "why are you here?" I ask looking at Namjoon, Hoseok and Jin feeling confusion settling in "Same as Yoongi" Jin explained causing me to shake my head.

"You really except me to believe that all of you have off the exact same time?" I ask crossing my arms over my chest feeling annoyed "Don't pretend to care" I add looking at Jimin keeping my gaze on him for a while torn between the decision to slap him or just to walk away "you, okay?" Justin whispers touching my shoulder, I look at him for a second before nodding "who is your new friend?" Jin asks clearly not happy that Justin is touching me. "I'm Justin" he introduced himself standing up clearly not intimidated by the seven of them. "You can stay" he says looking at Yoongi "But I need the rest of you to leave your making her uncomfortable" he added my eyes widen as I look up at him. Is he really trying to pick a fight with them? that is just fucking stupid 

"I don't know who-" Jimin snaps stepping forwards making me stand up and get between them for some distance "okay let's calm down" I cut Jimin off putting my hand on his chest before turning to look at Justin "I appreciate the effort I really do, but it won't help. I'll be forced to see them anyways because I am still friends with Yoongi" I explained feeling Jimin's heart beating faster under my touch "please don't try anything stupid, I am not sure if you are aware... but there is seven of them and one of you" I add taking my hand off Jimin's chest before turning to look at him "Stop acting like this Jimin" I almost snap feeling my headache growing.

"No babe, he does not get to tell me to stay away from you" Jimin mumble clearly annoyed his words cuts deeper than they should, but I try to hide it "don't call me that" I snap taking a step back from him "you lost that right the day you decided to make the fucking bet" I add feeling an arm snaking around me. I do not have to look to know it is Yoongi "I tried telling you it meant nothing to me Bella" Jimin snaps back making me step back again my back now completely against Yoongi "of course it did, if it didn't why the fuck didn't you call it off and come clean about it?" I shout at him feeling my eyes tearing up again. Jimin opens his mouth but closes it again unable to talk, just what I thought. "Just go away" I mumble standing my ground. 

"Before I go" Yoongi said kissing the top of my head "Your mom sort of invited the Park family for dinner tonight" he explained turning me around to face him. I sigh shaking my head "of course she did" I whisper under my breath "and she invited the rest of us" he added carefully observing my reaction "the bitch did what?" I snap the words left my mouth before I could even process them, Yoongi giggles at my reaction before kissing my head and walking towards the rest of the guys.