walls of the heart part 2

memory lane part 2

Chapter 5

"Can we talk?" I hear Jimin's voice over the loud buzz in the cafeteria, I stop poking at my half eaten sandwich and look up at him. He is sitting across from me with Mia next to him, his eyes boring into me. It does not take a rocked scientist to know what ever he wants to talk about is not good. "Sure" I breath out before looking down at my sandwich wondering if I should finish it or not.

"Your not skipping today?" Mia asks forcing me to look up at her. "Her exams is starting tomorrow she can't skip" Taehyung answers for me, I give him a polite smile before looking at my sandwich again finally deciding I'm not going to finish it. I lean back in my chair and take my phone out I'm not in the mood for small talk so I scroll through social media.

After a few minutes I stare at my phone in disbelief before looking at Jungkook then back at my phone "your boyfriend texting?" Mia asks sarcastically but I ignore her and look at jungkook who is sitting next to me. I slowly turn my phone towards him before pressing play on a video he uploaded onto tiktok of him dancing, his moves are so clean and precise. Jungkook starts giggling before looking back at me "you like it?" He asks raising a brow in a flirty way again.

"Bitch if I have to tell you to stop flirting with me again-" "you'll make life hell for me yeah I know" he cuts me off leaning back "I'd like to see you try though" he adds I just shake my head "you have to teach me this" I say looking back at my phone "what will I get in return?" He asks taking my sandwich to finish it "my left overs I guess" I say looking at him in a weird way.

"I want something else" he says taking a bite of his food, I look down at my phone waiting for him to say what he wants "you know Jimin said your a good kisser" he says leaning towards me this time. I look at him confused before looking at Jimin who is just sitting there and looking at us. I shake my head "no I'm sure I'm not" I say crossing my arms knowing where this conversation is heading.

"Yoongi also said your a good kisser" he adds with a smirk curling up his lips. I look at him for a few seconds before blinking "that would mean I actually kissed him. And I'm pretty sure I didn't kiss him" I say keeping my gaze glued to Jungkook wondering what he is up to.

"Are you saying Yoongi lied?" Jungkook asked looking at Jimin before looking back at me. That's when I realised that I have been spending a lot of time with Yoongi and Jin so Jimin is making up accusations. "No not at all because saying Yoongi lied would imply that he actually said that we kissed. And knowing Yoongi he won't say something like that" I answer casually as lean back in my seat "let me guess. I kissed Jin two? He also said it was good didn't he?" I ask looking at Jimin this time. But he does not seem phased by what I am saying, that concerns me more than I will show him.

"You kissed Jake" Jimin said crossing his arms over his chest "we weren't together" I say keeping my voice calm "tell me Bella, are we together now? Because it does not feel like it" Jimin shoots at me his words cutting deeper than it should, I know the feeling he is talking about I also have it. It's like we're together because that's easy.

"Last time I checked yes we were" I answer looking back at my phone trying to stay as calm as he is. "Then why are you acting like this?" He asks confusing me now. Also not a good sign "like what?" I ask looking back up at him

Jimin looks at the rest of the people at the table his eyes lingers on Mia for way to long she gives him a aproving nod before he looks back at me again. Fuck this is not good.

"Flirting with him" Jimin says pointing at Jungkook this is catching the both of us off guard, Jungkook stares at Jimin in disbelief "making out with Jin and Yoongi" Jimin adds "and then lying about it to my face, Mia saw you" he finished. I look at Jungkook confused as I try to process everything he just said

"You?" I ask keeping my gaze on Jungkook. Flirting with him the thought of it makes me want to laugh "me and you?" He almost asks himself also trying to figure out what is going on "you and me?" I ask again blinking a few times before looking at Mia "yeah I can't see that happening" I say keeping myself calm the accusation makes me want to laugh. "Her Flirting with me?" Jungkook asks looking at Mia "never going to happen" he adds looking at me again "except if you think ger threatening me is her way of Flirting?" He almost ask unsure

"Your going to pretend you don't have a thing for him?" Mia asks looking at me before looking at Jimin "ahhh I get it. You still want him?" I ask laughing at her poor intentions "you know what take him" I add standing up "what?" Jimin snaps standing up with me I scoff "you really think I'm going to allow her to accuse me of shit I don't do?" I ask arching a brow and crossing my arms "your not doing a very good job at defending yourself" Jimin spits I stare at him with my mouth open for a moment "are you really that fucking blind?" I snap back at him

"She is not just trying to accuse me of cheating Jimin, she is accusing me of doing it with YOUR fucking friends and you clearly believe her" I yell at him "I'm not blind Bella, why can't you defend yourself if it never happened?" He shoots back and honestly at this point I don't feel like talking to him "you have been spending a lot of time with Jin and Yoongi what the fuck do you expect me to think?" He snaps again

I smile at him and shake my head in disbelief "they are attorneys for doctors tomorrow's exams for me is about attorneys for doctors you fucking idiot" I say calming myself down. Jimins expression softened a bit and a flash of regret flashes though his eyes but honestly I can't care anymore I'm tired of this I'm tired of him.

"We're done Jimin" I say before walking away leaving him behind me I head to the lockers and grab my medication book to head to class Jimins accusations still fresh in my mind hurting more and more and more.

"Can we talk about it?" I hear Jimin as I walk to my class "go talk to Mia she seems to have all the answers you need" I murmur feeling a headache building up. "Look I'm sorry, you right I should of asked you instead of accusing you" he almost whispers grabbing my arm to stop me from walking.

"You know what? Your right you should have asked me. But you didn't because she is more important than I am Jimin" I say as I turn to look at him "I can see you love her, your eyes sparkle when you look at her, she makes you feel flustered, she has everything you need and I don't, and you know what that's okay like I said the first time we broke up. Love is not always enough" I explain feeling myself breaking into a million tiny pieces. I pull my arm from his grip and continue to go to class. I do t want an explanation from him.

The worst part is I'm living with him again for a few months my mom and Jake left for somewhere yesterday