my heart for you

ch.1

jake sighed as he complained about his life to himself on he kissed his best friend johnnie at his ex's birthday party. In all of which Tara never cared if They did that .

it wasnt her ideal of choice but she wanted to make jake happy for himself which made matters in his own hands which he secretly have feelings for his roommate . .
johnnie guilbert.

Johnnie was a sweet man child ,He always cared about jake wither he was having a difficult day or just needing talking to . Jake liked that,He smiled to himself as he thought about the days that he and johnnie talked for hours onto end without a care in the world.
But he felt bad about kissing in his ex's house on her birthday,He could never get that out of his mind ,it wasnt fault he was too drunk and so was johnnie . Jake was writing down some youtube videos whenever Johnnie busted into the room.

"Hey Jake?!".. there was a long pause in silence "Yea wassup?" Jake looked over At johnnie from his desk. "Can we talk about what happened at the party?!."
Jake bit his cheek softly as he sighed "Sure.." he didn't know what to say to johnnie at that point ,as if he couldnt tell him he had a major crush on him..