Hello?

Can you see me?

You walk past me like a cold wisp of wind in the winter. I'm here Dad, but don't you see me any more? Oh, I forgot. How could I forget? Your with your new family, your with her and her kids. You don't need me anymore. I'm nothing but a fallen fruit that lays on the ground and rots to you. Or at least that's how I feel. But you don't seem to care, you say I'm being irrational. Selfish. That I don't know what I'm talking about. But it's really you who are being those things. Not me. You don't want to take the blame so you push it all on me. You expect me to suffer because you did. Well sir that's not how it works. But you don't care, do you? Oh I'm sure you would if it had to deal with her or her kids. It breaks my heart, well if it can be anymore. You yell at me and say I'm consumed in money because I'm raised around a lot of it. Money has nothing to do with it. That root-to-all-evil thing has absolutely nothing to do with it. But you claim it does. Again that's because you fail to look in the mirror and see that it's you. Your ignoring me Dad. How could you? I thought I was special to you. Your buddy. I'm sorry I'm not a boy like you wanted. I'm sorry. But she has a son and I'm replaced like usual. Don't worry Dad, my old friends replaced me so much I guess I got used to it. Dad, I hope you remember me a little bit. You didn't even on my Birthday when I turned 16, someone had to remind you, so I wouldn't expect you to. You didn't even get or make me a card. You did her though. And her kids. But not your own flesh and blood. I cried but you didn't even see me. Well would you care even if you did Dad? Doubt it. But who knows.... Hello?