Friends are everything when you have nothing.. I love my friends and would do anything for them but I fear they wouldn't do the same for me. I try to talk about myself the most around them but I feel as if I annoy them so instead I try to talk not at all. I get so mad at the fact that all my friends are oblivious of how sad I am. No matter how much I talk about myself I can never show how unhappy I am because they will tell me they have it worse, will pretend to care, or just simply tell me to get over it. I wish it were that easy. Sometimes I wonder what they would think If they saw all that I thought and see how unhappy I am. Would they help?
