They say "If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be" these words mean a lot to me. I fell in love or what I assume is love. it's really hard for me to let go but I guess that's the only thing i can do. I don't want to but I have to. it would be better for the both of us. Thinking about him just makes me sad. I always think of the what ifs and the negatives of falling. The worst part is I never knew how hard I could fall. I constantly question myself "what if he doesn't like you, what if he's with somebody else, what if he'll lose interest?.." It doesn't really help that he's good looking. he's always getting other girls and I hate competition. It's just another thing that I have to worry about.
