Did you ever really love me?

oh chapter three

After that I just couldn't take the pain in his eyes I honestly Didint know who to trust.I barely knew Matt and I've know Teo longer but I honestly don't think Matt would make that up I pulled my hand away and left if I turned around I would go running back into his arms.I decided to go home and watch movies all day since it was Friday.

I woke up the next morning and decided to make myself some pancakes and watch tv.I was watching my favorite Zack and Cody episode when Matt called.
Matt»»» M. Jenny »»»J
M:hey wanna go to the beach
J: Idk I am watching my favvorrite Zack and Cody episode.
M: so that's a yes alrighty then I'm on my way byyy;*
I figured that since Matt lived near me he would be here in 10 mins or less so I just grabbed my leopard print bathing suit and a black and white Aztec romper.My parents usually come home really late from work I miss them when it gets really lonely at home .My thoughts were interrupted by the door bell ringing how sweet instead of calling Me on my phone he comes to the door.I think it's romantic when a guy does gentleman like stuff you know like opening the car door and paying for dinner well only if they insist.Dates doing stuff just for her I grabbed my bag and opened the door.Matt standing there grinning like a little kid is so cute.
M:I knew you would come.You just couldn't resist seeing me could you.
J: I could have but ,You are the one who asked m-
M: ...Right but you wouldnt have gotten dressed if you didn't want to come so will you come plweass
J:how could I Say No to a little puppy matt.I say laughing.
M:I'm a dinosaur not a puppy but before you change your mind Leggo off to the beach.

We got to the beach and it was pretty crowed I mean The weather was nice so why not.Matt wanted to go wake boarding I knew how to swim but not in deep places especially not in the deep parts of the ocean so wakeboarding and surfing weren't my thing. I'm terrified of sharks and drowning so yea.... I told him he could but I wouldn't step off that boat not once unless we were getting off of it in a pretty short depth.
M: why don't you wanna wakeboard.
J: it's just that I'm not so fond of sharks and unknown depths.I know how to swim it's just I don't think I would be able to swim if it were really deep I've never been wakeboarding either.
M: it's okay you won't fall on my watch. we could do it together.I could teach you if you want my brother showed me how to and I've been here so many times I'm like a pro.
J: well if you say so but if I drowned you better save me or better yet don't let my fall
M: don't worry Jenny I got you and if you do I'll give you mouth to mouth.
I started blushing I don't what I'm gonna do with this boy im falling all over again I'm starting to feel some kind of way.

I don't know how Matt convinced me to get on this thing but I'm on here nevertheless I was so scared when Dylan turned the boat on. I was behind Matt to "learn" might as well call it death wish. I held on tighter to his waist.we started out slow then started to gain some speed.I cannot believe on what I was missing out on.This is so fun well as long as matt was their because I would never be able to control that thing.He asked me if I wanted to try controlling it this time.I said no and started pouting like a little kid.After that we went to get pizza Dylan and Kristen said they would go home if we were ok with it Matt said it was fine they're really nice too and once they were walking out the door they yelled 'don't do anything you wouldn't do in front of us' and ran we started laughing so hard we got weird glances from people in the pizza place.Once we were done eating we took a walk by the beach it was about 3:35pm it was so peaceful when Matt said he should get me home.I really didn't want to be home alone so I asked Matt if he could stay a little while and watch movies.he asked his parents and they said he had to be back by dinner.we cuddled and laughed cracking jokes sometimes.I was falling for him it's just his laugh lights up my day his heart is so kind and understanding his smile makes me want to smile instantly.his jawline is like his mind structured yet complex all at the same time. What if he's not what I expected and ends up breaking me.It was 6:00pm already and he left. I went upstairs to shower.
I went to sleep early for once and dreamed about him.