Matthew sighed as he laid his head onto his palm and leaned against the frame of the window. Looking out it, he noticed the weather was great, not too cold and not to hot, thought you could still see leaves flowing through the sky when the wind blew by- But to put it shortly, it was Spring.
Spring was one of Matthew's favorite season! Well next to Fall- but besides that he did rather enjoy Spring more than others. He would sit at home looking at the children play outside and laughing enjoying there youth freely. Matthew was slightly jealous, kids were so easy to feel sorry for but they can be manipulated as easy as that.
"I wonder if Matt would like me better if I were a girl...." Matthew mumbled under his breath continuing to stare out the window until a deep slightly raspy voice was heard "Why would I like you better as a girl?" Matthew stood behind Matthew with an arched brow curious of Matthew's wonders.
Matthew jumped and looked over his shoulder at the taller male "O-Oh...It's just you." Wow it's just you? He felt as if that sounded rude and he was going to say sorry but he just saw as Matt chuckled and leaned in closer to Matthew giving him a kiss on the cheek "It's just me? What's wrong? You don't feel like talkin' to your boyfriend today?" Matt asked with a slightly sly smile.
Matthew's cheeks flushed a light pink "Um, no it's not that...It's just-...." Matthew turned fully around towards his boyfriend "I keep thinking you'd like me better if I was a girl because well- y'know they can have kids....and we can't.."Matthew felt like it was all his fault being born a guy but he couldn't really change anything in that unless he wanted to endure painful surgery and that was already out of the question.
Matt gave Matthew a bored look- though he wasn't bored at all, he was just taken by how distressed his lover looked when saying they couldn't have kids "Hm, who says we can't? We could always adopt or somethin' It's not thee end of the world just yet, so don't blame yourself" Matt wrapped his arms around Matthew's waist and pulled him closed, Matthew put his hands on Matt's shoulders and holding him too.
"But it won't really be our kid" Matthew said softly. Matt looked the other directly in the eyes "So what? And what if he or she isn't our birth kid, I mean it really doesn't make 'em less of our kid.We adopted that child which means it's under out care like a birth child- and we can change it's name like a birth child. We can do the same things with an adopted child, there isn't too much of a difference. And it'll love you just like a birth child" Matt kissed Matthew's forehead and watched his lovers frown grow into a soft smile "..Thanks Matt, thinking about it....I know it's true everything you said is true..It's kinda hard to believe but- Thank you" Matthew embraced the other male. Matt patted Matthew's back gently "No problem.." And both of them just stood there holding each other for a moment until it was time they took a quick nap together.
