I can't. (discontinued)

I can't

I can't

"Just do it." my eyes slowly turned down to the cold floor. Yukio shifted the gun to my head and I felt a warm tear run down my face without permission. My knees began to hurt pressed against the floor in the kneeled position I was in.
"Stop hesitating yukio!" My words were cold but I couldn't stand the throbbing pain In my head. I just wanted it all to end.
He shifted again making the
Sound of a metal click. "Rin I-I can't." yukio's voice was hoarse. He looked down at me as I looked up to his destroyed face. He looked as if I
Had just asked him to blow up the world.
"Please yukio! All I'm going to do is cause more pain for everyone else around me! They already know I'm the son of satan! They'll kill me anyway..... Please yukio!" *i leaned forward and pressed the cold metal to my head further. I could feel the edges dig into my skin and another tear escaped my face and fell to the floor, sinking into the dirt and flowing down to the place I was soon to go, hell.
I stood up and looked at yukio strait in the eye, I pressed my lips against his and held him tight.
I then put my forehead against his and took his hand and held it as he held the gun to my chest.
"I love you too much I ca-."
I interrupted. "if you love me then let me go!"
He pushed away and looked me strait in the eyes, his light brown eyes piercing into my dark gaze. "Rin..." he grabbed my shoulders a little to tight causing me to wince. "See? Even this little squeeze hurts! Just imagine me putting a bullet through your head!" Multiple tears ran down his face, I couldn't help but cry with him.
"Fine.... I'll do it myself." I put the gun up to my own head as yukio dashed to stop me ,But it was too late. The bullet had already made it's way into my skull.
My eyes went back as I fell and yukio caught me. "No! Rin why!?" I leaned and kissed him
"I love you yukio. See ya......"
My eyes dulled to a lifeless color as my world became black. The last think I heard was yukio say, "I love you too"

Welp, I cried writing this. You have anything else to say because I'm kinda speechless I wrote this. AHHHHHHHH. Rin and yukio are such a great couple. I'm just trying to kill my own ships aren't I?.