While matpat got worse and worse as a person he got better amd better as a theorist. He made better videos, he got a film crew, and he even got a real personality. and while my soulmate was gone his legassy lived threw to his theorys, I still watched his vidos, but still it hurt going from a lover- i i mean friend to just a viewer. one time he hearted my comment. at that moment i new i needed to do something. and thats wen i started planing. a plan that would affect matpat for the rest of his life and yet im always going to just be the crazy viewer when all i wanted was to be the crazy boyfren
