Having a magical surprise on her 18th birthday. And now having to live a rich life. With her siblings not liking her, making it hard live in her new home.
What will she do?
Since this chapter about family. The song I choose is from Camila Cabello album FAMILIA. My favorite songs are LOLA and DON"T GO YET
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I have a feeling today is going to be good and I feel good about my feelings.
Does that even make sense?
I heard headmistress through the speaker"WAKEEEE UUUUPPP"It's okay act like you didn't hear a thing. It's your birthday, she will understand. 'Just wake up'.
No, I won't. like I just don't understand why when I'm having the best sleep ever, good and all that when someone wants to wake me up. But when I'm going through a nightmare, I'm left alone to go through it. "SARAH. COME TO MY OFFICE NOW."
Getting enough of the noise I got off my bed. I slipped my slipper on and ran down to the first floor.'Why are they staring at us?'....US? They are staring at me cuz I'm a girl running down the hallway. Still in her PJ, Messy hair. And to finish everything she has dry drool on her face, visible to the human eye. This is torture and especially on my BDAy.
As I ran to the office, I heard some kids laughing, some saying happy birthday.
Couldn't help but roll my eyes. Happy birthday they were probably forced by the headmistress. Cuz you can see in their eyes that they didn't wake up today and said"Let me be nice to Sarah, at least wish her a happy bday." Yea right. But I should be grateful for what I have. I have you right . isn't one better than zero.
'You have two and you'll get more.' Yeah, thing is none of them are by my side.
"That's sad. Cuz I'm by your side' say what now! Bro you're in my-'SARAH COME TO MY OFFICE" Geez I'm coming is this how you treat the birthday girl.
"But what were you expecting?' Huh? Flower, cake or maybe a famil-
Shut up. You're supposed to be on my side.'Never said I was' WHAT?.. What has gotten into you. We've known each other since we were young. Shouldn't that be a hint or something to say we're in this together. 'TOGETHER' don't start that bullsh*t. Don't act like you forgot what you did to me.
His words hurt soo much that tears were forming in my eyes, clouding my way.
We always had an argument concerning this topic. But it was never this bad that he blamed me. Must you say that every time your ma-
Not looking where I was going, I ran into something. Not too hard or soft. Something in between. "OUCH, for God's sake look–" God bless my mouth, cuz I was about to get in trouble. It was the headmistress I ran into. But why is she out.
of her office? Was she looking for me? 'Why won't she? Woman waited for 10 whole minutes. I'm fighting the urge not to roll my eyes.Pulling myself out of my thoughts, I apologize for bumping into.
After whatever that was, she told me that she needed to talk to me. As she was done, we headed to an empty bench, somewhere in the orphanage. We took a seat, and she turned facing me.With the expression she was giving, I knew what this was about. The thing I fear most. "You're 18 years old now, so– before she finishes talking, I tune her out, the whole world out. I always knew that I would have to discuss this sooner or later. That i would have to be living on my own, going to college, and getting a job. I don't know who came up with this system that states that when you turn 18 you are officially an adult.
And right, I don't feel like one. Right now, I need someone to turn to. Someone that can help get on my feet and that someone might be ISA. Hypothetically speaking of course, maybe she can allow me to crash at her place for the time being. Until I can find a part time job. "Girl delulu is the soululu'' well it either that or I can you know Kill myself. "Remind me to save a room for you"
I'm not being funny, what the point of living. I mean my own family didn't want me. What is the point of living when I have to suffer every day? If not physical, then mentally or emotionally. "Sarah" I mean I'm helping myself right? "Sarah" I don't have to worry ab- "SARAH" "HMM" i answer fighting every nerve in my body, I'm trying not to cry, trying not to tell her how I feel about this whole situation... "Are you okay?' she asks with a worrisome look. "Yes" I lied. Tell me why I lied to her of all people. What has this woman done to me, except showing me kindness. At least most of the time. "ARE yOu SUre" she asked again with the same expression.
I wanted to be honest with her. Tell her how I felt. What I'm thinking right now. Ask her to take me in. She is like a mother to me, or a grandma. I don't really know right now. But all that came out was the same old lie. Yes, I'm okay... That was the number one lie a person can tell you.'I'm okay' cuz they don't know how you will react if they show you their true feelings. Sometimes it is better to keep things in the dark, where no one can find it except you.
As I turned back to headmistress, I saw her expression changed from worried to happy but didn't want to show it. Why is she happy? "So, are you ready?"
Ah, I'm confused. "For what?" I asked with a questionable look.
"TO Meet YoUr new families" she said beaming with joy. Oh, That why she was hap– "WHAT. ——————————————————- Don't forget to vote and comment Love you guys 😘😘
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