It's been a few days since I got out of the hospital, and I was lying on my living room carpet with Lucy. I watched her as she played with the new toy I bought her. I was prescribed more medication to help the body aches and seizures, but I honestly left like crap. Cesar texts me nonstop every minute to make sure I'm okay, and if I don't respond, his mom, Richard, or Oliver will call me. I felt like a child being watched or worried about. I get they're all worried about me, but I'll be fine. I think they forget that I've been on my own for a while now. Dr. Coleman wants to assign a nurse to care for me if things get worse. I'm not sure if I want to, though, and I certainly don't want to die in a hospital.
My phone pinged and I roll my eyes. I open my phone and I have five text messages back-to-back from Cesar.
'I'm heading to my fifth period'
'Wyd now?'
'Jane?'
'Sunshine, everything okay?'
'Hello?'
I groan and want to toss my phone but instead I reply.
'I'm fine, for the 100th time. Enjoy class,'
Lucy came up to my purring and I pet her softly, continuing to think. If things are going to bad, I need to write a will. I don't want my father taking over my possessions.
I sigh getting up with Lucy in my arms and grab a paper and pen. I start to list the things and assign them to a person. Tears started to fill my eyes as I wrote and rage are starting to take over. I was getting upset and wanted to rip my hair out. I was fustrated with the idea that I'm going to die. All the things I wanted to do when I got older is gone. I wanted to go to college, get a degree in something that matters, eventually get married, live out in the country away from the town and gossip, have my own garden or farm, and raise my future kids. I wanted to do all the right things but now I can't.
I stood up pacing back and forth, biting my nails. My head was pounding but racing with thoughts. I needed to get out of here.
I texted Richard asking if he can pick me up and he replied yes. I put all the papers away and got dressed quickly. Richard texted saying he was here. I made sure Lucy had food and water in her bowls before locking the door and meeting Richard outside. I get into his car and worry washed over his face.
"You okay?" He asked.
"I-I'm fine," I breathe out, "Just drive me to this address please," I show him my phone.
"You sure?" He asked looking at the address.
"Please," I begged him. The worry on his face turned into a confusion but he just nodded.
After forty minutes, we arrived and I felt excited. We walked in and the empolyee made us sign papers for insurance purposes. I grab my choice of weapon and put the helmet on with goggles.
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Bad Girl Cancer
General FictionBad girl x Nerdy boy She secretive about her private life and likes to put up a fight. Jane Clark is considered the bad girl in town. She's rude and lonely, no friends what so ever and likes to keep it that way. Until she thought so... He excels in...