Amanda is a striving young adult who is trying to save herself from drowning as she goes through abstacles that life has to throw at her most of these abstacles have manage to inflict scars to Amanda whether mentally, physically are emotionally. N...
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Amanda
Looking at the pictures me and Shane took before all this started, I couldn't stop the tears from rolling down my face; After the incident at school me and Shane haven't seen each other but we try to hide and talk on the phone.
Sitting on the wall in my back yard I finally decided to speak to my friends. I haven't spoken to them this whole week, and I haven't attended school either, the private doctor Shane's mother had taken me to after I fainted advised me to stay home and rest.
Me and mummy haven't spoken since the incident. She just avoids me, and she refers to me as gyal she even cuts her eyes at the sight of me so I just stay in my room are sit in the back yard whenever she is here. Out of mind,out of sight.
Watching the group call ring shemicia face was the first to pop up on the screen.
"Girl omg we have been calling and texting you we were worried sick" trying hard to hide the tears by putting on a brave face as the rest of the gang join the line.
"Your mother deh home" rose asked.
"No she gone bout 20 mins now, but she left my aunty who lives across the street from us to watch the house and sure we don't come out". I so wanted to tell them all the info, but I was so ashamed.
Alright hear wah we ago come round deh but we ago jump over the Pam fence and land inna yo back yard.
After about 8 mins rose was standing in my yard waiting for shemicia and kharyn to arrive.
They live in the next community from us and would take 15 mins to reach over our community.
"Amanda, you look awful look how you get mawga and your eyes dem sink in, a weh them a do to yu over here? this ano you manda get it together."
taking out my broken phone that David mash up and ano fi him money buy it a Shane I looked at myself in the camera I did look stressed out.
"Roro I feel like giving up on life like I just want to kill myself and make all this go away if it wasn't for Shane constantly talking to me then idk what would become of me."
