Celaru.

Sacrifice

11 April 2023

you wanna talk about it? i sacrificed everything in me even i got nothing left to give. my trust? i used to trust people with all my heart, they betrayed, they lied , they stabbed me straight into my heart. my love ? i love someone endlessly, no boundaries. time? i sacrifice my sleep schedule to be with them, end up? i know things that hurt me the most. my loyalty? i used to stay loyal with a guy who wasn't even mine. name it, i've done everything. not just it, i've done my fucking best to be with them. i choose you because i wanted to start over even though im still bleeding i betrayed myself by saying everything is going to be okay. You told me im selfish? i choose to stay even i know thing that hurts me the most, i choose to stay when i can choose myself. you said im problematic? yes i admit it. i never ever said it was your fault. i admit it everything happened because of my selfishness.

Having you with me just makes me realise that i'm the most problematic person, you makes me hates myself even more, more and more. i see no worth in myself. you always said i've done my best but you're the one who makes me felt like im worst.