Ella Marie Salvatore

chapter 16

Damons pov-
I jumped out of bed and threw on my usual clothes. I walked.. No scratch that. I slumped out of my room. I stopped at Ella's bedroom door, if I wasn't dried out then man I would be breaking down. It had been a week. No news from klaus and no news from Bonnie our witch friend. I spent my days either locked in my room with bourbon or at the grill with a strong drink. I cried myself to sleep every night wishing she was there with me. I know stefan and the originals are torn up about it to but I'm worst. I blame it all on me! It's my fucking fault!!! I slammed my fist into the wall, making a hole. I thought I was dried out but obviously not cause I fell to the floor sobbing. Yeah my wrist and knuckles hurt like hell but nothing compared to the pain I was feeling inside.
"I love you Ella I'm so sorry " I kept whispering as I cried. "Come back to me" I sobbed "PLEASE!!" I screamed as I punched the floor over and over. I have never been this torn up about anything. My life has gone with my sister.
Stefan walked out of his room and held his hand out to me, I looked up into his eyes and saw hurt written in them. But I couldn't let anyone see me so weak, I slapped his hand away and got up myself.
"You don't have to face this alone... We lost her aswell" stefan tried to put his hand on my back but I ran, using my vampire speed.
It turned out I ran to where I used t always take Ella back in the day.
As my eyes scanned the lake my mind went back to see memories
Flash back
"Damon!" Ella squealed as I picked her up over my broad muscly shoulder.
"Yes Ella bella" I used her nickname, speaking with obvious fake innocence as I stride towards the lake, she was kicking her legs and giggling.
"I command you to put me down" I could tell by her voice that she was pouting jokingly.
"As you wish Ma highness" I put her down, only thing is... I put her in the lake. She squealed so loud as the water swallowed her from her feet to waist. Her black and white gown was becoming drenched. She was giggling, music to my ears. My sister is my everything.
"I will get you back Damon" she screamed and she ran out of the water and tackled me onto the soft flowery ground.
"Oh no. The highness is turning into an ogre" I laughed as she pulled her best scary face.
She put on her best growl and started tickling me. Only she would see this side of me, the side where I squeal squirm and laugh.
"Say Ella's the best and I'll stop" she smirked as she kept tickling.
"ELLAS THE BEST" I howled in laughter.

-end-

I walked over the the lake and sat beside It holding my knees to me chest. My chin sat on my knees. Tears rolled down my cheeks. My baby sis is gone. Its all my fault. I missed her like crazy but what the hell am I supposed to do.

Beks pov-
School isnt the same without her. I shut out my other friends and sat alone in class, my eyes glued to where ella was supposed to be sitting.

Stefan walked in the class and sat next to me. He looked like a wreck with his messy brown hair and blood shot eyes.
"Hey" he mumbled as he laid his head on the desk. I felt sorry for him cause he has to deal with an idiotic brother. Which reminds me, I gotta pay a visit to that asshole. Klaus hasnt been home for ages hes been trying to find a way to bring her back... el has no humanity and has been killing thousands each day. I tried speaking to him about it but he wont listen.. god I just hope that ella is brought back and el gets his humanity back.. but im kinda worried if he doesnt get it back, it would really hurt ella. I wonder if ella can see me right now.. is she watching over me or is it all black where she is.

"Hows elijah" stefan asked. He obviously knew about it all.
"Terrible" I sighed.
"Shell come back.. she has to.. and when she does, he'll get it back" he tried to reassure me, well I think more himself.
"I hope so" was my only reply before the teacher walked in and the day started.

Els pov-
30 men dead. 35 ladies dead. 20 girls fucked. 2 on me right now.

Two beautiful ladies grinded their perfect round asses on me. One girl with long blonde hair and blue eyes started to push her boobs in my face while the other girl with brown hair and green eyes continued grinding. In my hand was a glass with human blood in it. My mouth had blood dripping from the corner and onto my shirtless top half.

I grabbed the girls boobs and licked it. She smirked in satisfaction.

You see I dont even care about ella anymore. Shes dead so what. I havent been home all week and bek keeps calling

-flash back-
"El you gotta stop this! She wouldnt want you to be like this" bek scoulded me through my iphone. Whos she? Who is bek on about now

"Whos she?" I simple said as I drank blood from my victim, a 21 year old vet lady.

"Ella!! Ella fucking salvatore!! The girl youre in love with!" Bek screamed into the phone so loud I had to take the phone away from my ear. I finished draining the vet and dropped her to the floor.
"Dont yell" I completely ignored what she was saying.

"Im worried about you asshole! Think about what youre doing" she screamed as she hung up.
-Flash back over-

And that was that..