[Verse 1]
I dunno what I was thinking
Leaving my child behind
Now I suffer from the curse,
And now I am blind
With all this anger, guilt, and sadness,
Coming to haunt me forever,
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the
river,
It this revenge I am seeking,
Or seeking someone to avange me
Stuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself free
Maybe I should chase and find
Before they try to stop it
It won't be long before I'll become a puppet
[Chorus]
It's been so long,
Since the last I seen my son
Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I can ponder
The sanity of you're mother
[Verse 2]
I wish I lived in the present
With the gift of my past mistakes
But future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
You're sweet little eyes,
You're little smile is all I remeber
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
Justification is killing me
But killing isn't justified
What happened to my son,
I'm terrifeied
It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting bigger,
I'm sorry my sweet baby,
I wish I've been there.
[Chorus]
It's been so long,
Since I last seen my son
Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I can ponder
The sanity of you're mother
