Eternal Love

Chapter 4 : we're just friends, right ?

POV Yelena :

I looked at Kate, her head on my shoulder

Y : I hope my shoulders are comfortable, you always put your head on
K : oh.. I'm really sorry she removed her head while panicking
Y : wow, calm Kate, it's was a joke. You can stay, it's cute
K : wait.. really?
Y : yeah really

she smiled and she put her head back on my shoulder.

K : thanks, I like this
Y : you like what ?
K : I like the way you make me feel sooth
Y : oh, if I can help you, I'm happy I put my head on her

she smiles and she started to watch Malcolm again, I'm not gonna lie I was very tired and it's was very comfortable so I wanted to sleep so bad, after a few minutes I fall asleep. Kate was watching TV when she noticed me falling asleep, when she saw I was sleeping she turned of the tv.

So I was sleeping my head on Kate's head, I know really know why this girl look really cute and nice. You know when you can't really explain why you like spending time with someone. I want to know more about her, about her past, her fears, everything. I want to know everything.

POV Kate :

I'm watching Yelena sleeping, she sleeps her head on mine. It's a kind of weird.. we don't know each other for a long time but, I like being with her. She's a good friend, the best friend I ever had. I never really have "friends" because of my mom. Everything time I made a friend she always do everything to make this person freak out and then, they stop to talk to me. My mom is mean. Anyways, I have to stop to think about what she thinks about me every time. After a few hours Natasha knock at the door and open the door. She looks at me shocked because my head is on Yelena's shoulder and Yelena have her head on mine and she sleeping like that.

N : omgggg ! Since when my sister love someone?!
K : l..love ?.. I start to blushing and stuttering so much n..no uh.. w..we're just.. friends...
N : and then why are you stuttering?
K : uh.. it's.. it's just.. uh.. god that's embarrassing.. I swear we're friends.. I'm stuttering because it's very embarrassing...
N : mhhhh. She literally doesn't believe me anyways. It's time to eat. We wait you.

She leaves and I look at Yelena, I shake her a little to wake her

K : Yelena?...
Y: mhhhhh
K : i'm sorry for waking you but.. it's time to eat, they waiting us.. let's go
Y : really !? I'm so hungry !

She gets up

K : okay wow I never see you so excited just for eating but okay

I get up too and we do down the stairs and go in the kitchen, all the kids, Natasha, Clint and Nat are already sit on the table

K : sorry for the wait, Yelena was sleeping
Y : eh don't say it's my fault
K : I'm just saying the truth I roll my eyes

Laura and Clint start to laugh

L : you look like a old couple !
Y : we're not a couple. She said that very cold
K : y..yeah.. I was a little bit sad that she said that so cold like, I don't know.. I'm not in love with her but.. it's.. kind of hurting my heart I don't know why.
C : too bad. Anyways ! Enjoy the meal everyone !

We all start to eat the tasty food that Laura and Natasha made, it's was pasta and it's was very yummy.

After the diner the kids take showers, and then Lila was in her bedroom talking with a friend in phone, Cooper was playing the play and Nate was playing with Natasha and Clint, Yelena was in the bathroom to take a shower Laura and I washing the dishes.

L : do you like her ?
K : who?
L : oh you know, Yelena
K : mh.. what do you mean.. like her?
L : oh Kate you're so innocent, are you in love with her?
K : w..what ? No I start to blushing again I don't know her so much and.. I can't be in love with her anyways..
L : why that?
K : my mom never let me being in love with a girl... I start to have a sad face because I know I like girls, but I know I can't..
L : Kate.. your mom can't tell you who love, it's not a choice.
K : I know.. I know.. but she doesn't.. she already doesn't want to understand I hate wearing dress and she forces me every time to wear dress, obviously I don't wear the dress she buy so she yells me, and it's always the same discussion.
L : she knows ?
K : know what ?
L : you like girls, aren't you?
K : yeah but.. no, if I tell her that.. she'll probably be worse than now, I'm too scared to tell her that and the last time I saw her she literally told me to left because I didn't wear her dress and I told her she have to respect my style
L : I see.. so, you like Yelena?
K : I don't know.. she's really kind with me like.. she saved me when I was hurt, and she helped me when I was drunk because of the bad night I passed and it's true I feel safe when I'm with her and I like talking to her but.. she's just a friend.. and even I don't know if she likes girls. I don't think so because she said very cold "we're not a couple" so.. I finish to washing the dishes I'm gonna take a shower..
L : okay.. thank for the help

I smile a little and I go take a shower and put my pyjama after that I entered in the room I saw Yelena lay on the bed, she looked at me without saying nothing. I lay next to her. I'm very anxious and I don't know why she seems very cold since the diner.

K : can...can I talk to you?...
Y : yes.
K : why you said "we're not a couple" so cold like that?...
Y : because we're not.
K : I know.. but why? Why so cold?
Y : why you care ?

I stopped to talk, my face was really sad, I turned my back to Yelena, I watching the wall in the bed.

K : I know.. we're just friends, right ? But.. now you seem so cold.. and.. I don't know why it's hurting me..
Y : it's hurting you?
K : yeah.. like, you helped me a lot theses days, and it's hurting me to see how much you're cold now.. I'm sorry if they think we're in a couple.. I don't you don't like me and you probably don't like girls at all, they say that because they know I like girls...
Y : it's not a question about my sexuality, or I don't like you. I think it's too early to know
K : oh yeah, I think that too.. so.. you don't hate me ?? I turned me to look at her
Y : no of course I don't hate you
K : thank you.. can.. can we maybe.. talk about us to know each others well?
Y : well, what do you want to know?
K : to start, your full name I just know your name
Y : I'm Yelena Belova, I'm from Russia. But you know Natasha right ?
K : a little yeah.. why?
Y : you know her past?
K : uh.. I just know she was in the red room..
Y : I was there too. I live there for 21 years
K : wow... that's sucks... I'm sorry
Y : don't be ! It's over now ! I'm okay and Natasha is okay too !
K : yeah.. mh.. now my turn, my dad died when I was 11 years old. At 5 I started martial arts sports and after my dad death I started archery.
Y : okay i understand now why you're so good with a bow and arrow
K : oh.. thank you i smile and I understand why you can fight so well
Y : thank you Kate ! Now we should sleep, it's late
K : yeah.. you're right.. good night Yelena..
Y : good night Kate..

I smile, I was feeling more comfortable now and both fall asleep after a few minutes, we sleep peacefully and calm.