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Maybe I should just stay here?
But the memories...
Happy memories
Sad memories
Frustrating memories
Embarrassing memories
Terrible memories
I don't know.
Jake hyung..
Jake hyung wants us to be happy.
Not sad.
Not mad.
Not feel bad.
But..I stabbed him.
How would he forgive me?
Why did I stab him?
Because heeseung hyung likes him and not me?
But why did I stab him?
I'm supposed to take care of him.
Why did no one notice the blood on my shirt after Jake hyung died?
Oh.
I threw it.
No wonder.
Maybe,they will forgive me?
Will they tho?
Will they?
Will they?
Will they?
Will they?
Will they?
Will they?
Will they?
Will they?
Will they?
They won't.
They won't
They won't
They won't
They won't
They won't
They won't
They won't.

I'm such a bastard.
Idiot.
Stupid.
Dumbass.
Loser.
Asshole.
Motherfucker.
No
No
No
No
No
No
No
No
No

Maybe,i should turn myself in?
This is stupid.
I'm stupid.
Fuck..what am I thinking?
What if they hate me?
They will hate me since I killed Jake hyung.

Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck

What am I even doing?
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why

Even if my tears falls down,
You won't care.
You will hate me since I killed Jake hyung.
He hovers like a star.
While I stay hidden away from you.

I don't know how how it feels to be loved by you.
I've only been a younger brother to you.
A friend.
I can't hate you.
Nor jake hyung.
Fuck what were you thinking..





























































































































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