wes,
i'm sure you don't care, but things with the guy from before didn't work out. i just realized i never told you that. we decided that...i was too careful for his liking. i'm not that sad about it. it was a while ago anyway.
i thought i might've found someone else. i was obsessed with him for a bit. and i thought he might've felt the same way.
then i found out that he couldn't take things further with me because he had a girlfriend. go figure. i'd been seeing him for a month, and we connected too. but he said he's been with her for too long. he's "not allowed". he clearly doesn't love her all that much. what a shame it would be for him to leave her now.
all this led me to realize that men aren't that different from one another. at least, not the ones i've met. they've all managed to let me down in some way. but i still feel like you broke me the most. i barely felt anything when the two guys each told me no in their own way. i think it's because you made me numb. i haven't felt anything quite the same since when we ended.
from,
luna.
YOU ARE READING
five seconds flat.
General Fictionin which luna writes letters she'll never send to her ex, wes, in hopes of getting over him. COMPLETED.