five seconds flat.

xii. nobody likes a secret

wesley,

my stomach hurts from holding in my anger. i think i'm having side effects from hating you as much as i do.

you never explained to me why you left. i mean, i could infer. i could make guesses. but i never got a straight up explanation from you.

i read a quote in a magazine that interviewed you. you said that you only dated me for fun.

and i don't remember your exact words, but i can paraphrase. the gist of it was how you never loved me. you said you were only in it for the sex.

i don't know how those words were able to come out of your mouth so proudly. you and i both know that it isn't true, you were in it much deeper than that.

nobody likes a secret. you always made sure i was yours. i never understood that.

it's almost been a year. i hate that you found a way back into my mind. i hate you.

luna.