Que POV
"Aye que I need you at the trap house quick , like real quick I got something for ya" kay said
"I'm on my way , gimme bout 15 minutes"
I got up off the couch and went into my bedroom to find me something to slip on real quick , it was 1:36 in the morning what did this nigga want.
I went inside my drawer and got a pair of black sweat pants with my black and white 11's and a black and white LRG hoodie. I went back downstairs and grabbed the keys to my all black camaro and left out the door.
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"So you thought you was gone get away with this shit" I said angrily
"No , I .. I
"You what , what ... I trusted you and you fucked me over " I said
"Wait. Can I just explain ...
"You ain't got shit to motherfucking explain you already know your time is up , any last words before you go
Plea...
Before he could get his words out 3 bullets went into him , " to late" I said as I put my gun back on the side of my sweatpants.
"Get this shit up , by the time I get back in the morning all this shit better be delt with" I said to the niggas that was in the room with me
"Kay call everybody in the back , real quick" I said as he nodded and left out the room.
Kay was my nigga , he was like my brother I done known him since damn 9th grade. He took care of shit when I wasn't around. He was a dangerous motherfucker to , he would be quick to kill anybody and didn't give a fuck who it was , he had no mercy on these niggas out here.
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"Now , listen I'm gone say this shit one time , I'm not playing with none of you niggas. That nigga that I had working for me got his ass killed because he felt like fucking with my money was option. Now I'm telling you if any of my shit come up short again , I promise you everybody in this mothefucking will get bodied and I ain't even playing. Get back to fucking work I yelled I really wasn't playing around with these niggas. I was ready for any one of them to slip up because it was gone be their ass.
"Kay I'm finna go bruh , ima fuck with you tomorrow" I said
"Alright bruh , I'm finna go home to kianna ass , she blowing my shit up" he said
"She got that ass on lock" I said laughing as I got in my car.
"Fuck you" he said laughing
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"Yeah , I said exhausted
"Boy who the hell answering the phone for like that" my ma said
"My bad ma" I said yawning
"Umhm , now get up you know my appointment today" she said
"Ma , yo appointment ain't until 9:00 it's 7:47 I said looking at the time on my phone.
"I don't care , I was just reminding you cause you always damn late , and come over early anyway , I got to talk to you.
"Ahh , alright ma I'm on my way"
"Yeah , bye chile
I got up out the bed , and went to the shower. I stayed in the shower for about 20 minutes and went back in my room to pick out an outfit. I put on some levi's with a blue and white polo shirt and my powder blue 9's.
I went downstairs grabbed my keys to my all white bmw and was headed to my mama house.
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"How you been doing baby" she said
"I been alright" I said dryly
"Well , I need you to talk to your brother , you know he done got out in these streets and he ain't been coming home , Quentin I been worried about him , you know he got that stuff from you.
"Ma , ima talk to him and he ain't get nothing from me , he out here doing that shi- I mean stuff for the the wrong reason , I had to get out here and eat ma , you know we ain't have nothing at the time.
"Well I still don't want you doing that , it's dangerous and I don't want you out here dead , you need to find you somebody to settle down with you 24" she said
"Man ma you know I ain't trying to do that right now. I replied
I mean I wanted to be in a relationship but not now , I wanted to wait till I got myself right I really didn't want my girl going through all this bull shit especially with all the hate I get from these niggas out here.
"Well whatever , and you need to talk to your sister to" my ma said
"You know I can't talk to her , she gone do what she wanna do. She still living with that nigga darnell" I asked
"Yeah , and she look worser than before , he put my baby on those drugs , I just don't know what's wrong with her" she said
"Ma , that's all her fault nobody forced her to do nothing and I might go talk to her.
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"Michelle Carter" the doctor said
We waited for about 45 minutes and Lord knows I was ready to get out of here and it's cold as hell.
Michelle POV
"Hello Mrs.Carter" doctor cartez said.
"Hey" I replied
"How you been lately" he said
"I been great actually" I replied lying through my teeth
I mean I've been okay , I throw up blood here and there and I get a little dizzy but I'm fine.
"Well , the last time you were here your tumor wasn't as big and we felt we could try to cure the cancer before it got bigger by giving you the medicine , have you been taking it ? He asked
"Yes , I have" I replied
"Thats good , were gonna run some test on you and see how you're doing" he said
"Okay , I said
I layed down on the machine and they ran my test and I prayed everything was okay , especially for my children. I wanted to at least get them right first. Quanisha's on drugs. Quentin's a drug Lord and Quamel is drug dealer I just don't understand what I did wrong.
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"Okay , now Ms.Carter he said while taking a deep breath . The tumor has gotten bigger and honestly I thought the medicine would help. It seems the cancer has getting worse and I hate to say this but you really only have about 3 weeks to live" he said
"3 weeks , are you serious . How am I supposed to tell my son , my children I yelled as the tears rolled down my eyes. The doctor just took a deep breath and walked out the room.
3 weeks I whispered to myself as I cried , I went to the bathroom because I didn't want to let Quinton see me cry , he was the closet to me , yeah he was a mama's boy. Plus I'm trying to get my family back together , I want to have a better relationship with my kids , I hated seeing that we were all seperated I never thought that my kids would end up like this. I don't know how I'm gonna get them together , and tell them what's going on , I have nobody but them. Lord please help me right now" I said as the tears kept crying
"Okay Michelle it's gonna be okay , wipe your face , it's okay I said to myself. I splashed water on my face and the dryed my face with a paper towel and then walked out the bathroom
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"What they say" Quentin said
"Oh , baby everything is fine .. you know I came here for nothing , it ain't nothing wrong with me" I said lying
"Oh okay. That's good" he replied
Then we walked out the hospital
