Que POV
Its been a full week and 3 days and I'm sitting down here with whips and scratches and bruises all on my body. I hate my brother would be the one to do this , I would have been more at ease if it was one of these random niggas who just wanted money and power and shit.
My own damn brother , I just couldn't get that to escape my thoughts
I wonder if my mama is looking down on us right now. She told me to fix it , she told me to fix and I didn't. I didn't do what I should have.
Mama I know you're watching down on me and I just want you to speak to me. I feel like if you were living this wouldn't have been happening to me. God I really really need you right now . I know I don't pray often but lord I do thank you for everything I have. My girl , my sons , even my wealth . I really need you to get me out of this situation I need my kids , I miss my wife , my all. I miss my godson kymani and my boy Kay , I just want my family back lord. I'm sorry for everybody person I've took away from somebody's family , please just don't let me be the next one taken from mine. I really hope you hear me right now lord.
Amen
I really hoped somehow I could get a lifesaver to just come rescue me because I was ready to get home.
And I was hungrier than a motherfucker. They barely fed a nigga.
I should have stopped the game when my kids were born. Its not like imani didn't tell me because she has countless times , but I always felt enough money wasn't enough money. If I make it back to the A I'm done with the streets . I promise
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Imani POV
I sat here laying in bed thinking about my baby. It was 3:56 in the morning and I just wished I'd get a knock on the door , and it just happened to be the love of my life. I was so glad the twins got tired out and they would sleep all day. They getting so big I wish que was here to see them.
It made it even worse that I told him not to ever come back.
What if he actually did what I said , and is not even in Columbia anymore he just is not coming back home ?
