Que POV
As I stared at imani in this hospital bed , my life started flashing before my eyes. About everything we went through and everything I want us to continue going through. I never realized how much I couldn't be without her until now.
"Its you baby , I'm out and I'm promise I'm not going back. I need you to wake up baby because I can't live without you. I'm sorry for leaving you , I'm so sorry I wasn't there. I'm gone handle them niggas for you , I gotchu baby.
I swear I didn't want to kill my brother but how the fuck he gone do this. It funny how water is thicker than blood. I can't trust nobody but my baby. Kay and kianna. I just put my head in my hands because why was this happening to me.
"God , I know I done did some wrong in my day but I need you right now , I'm asking you please don't take my baby. I'm sorry for anything I ever did wrong. I hope you forgive me. I can't sit here and say that I will immediately stop hustling in these streets but I want to protect me out here and if my baby make it through I want you to protect her to. Please , I'm begging you please don't take her from me. I need her , I love her . I hope you listening to me right now.
As I was praying imani's heart monitor started beeping because her heart stop beating , when I seen that my heart dropped to my stomach , I ran out and got a doctor.
"I need somebody in here now , hurry up " I yelled.
Three doctors rushed in ,
"Sir we need you to go out into the hall" one doctor said
"But -
"I'm sorry sir , but you have to go out "
I left out the room and tears left my face and I just began punching the wall. I hope she wasn't dead.
"Why me. Fuck" I said
*****
2 weeks
I been sitting up here everyday and I been spending the night I only go home to shower. I got all me and imani shit and moved us to a place called RidgeCrest. I bought us this big ass condo over there , bought her new clothes and shoes and got everything in place.
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"Que" imani whispered
"Baby" she said again and I woke up and rubbed my eyes and she was looking at me.
I looked at her and immediately jumped on her
"Imani" I said kissing her
"Ouch , que that hurt" she said
"I'm sorry" I smiled
"I love you so much" I said
"I love you to " she said
"Let me go get a doctor" I said
A doctor came in and checked her or whatever and told her she could go home if she felt like she was okay.
***
"Que , this is beautiful" she said walking into the house.
"I know. I knew you'd like it" I said
"She always wanted a house like this , she stayed talking about it. This house was 450,000 dollars but I didn't care , this was her dream house and I had way more money than this so this wasn't shit.
"I love you" she said hugging me
As much as I wanted to rip her clothes off right now , I knew she was still sore. So I just pushed that thought to the back of my mind.
We got settled in and we just layed down and watched tv. I loved moments like these with her , just laying with her , holding her ... I loved this , I never wanted to leave
"Que" she said
"Yeah" I replied
"I want you should leave the game" she said
"Ion know baby , that's how we getting money" I said
"Baby. I know but look at me , I been shot up and you just got out , I just don't want nothing else to happen. She said
"Okay , listen ... Let me finish out the year , the year almost over so just let me finish out the year.
She took a deep breath and nodded.
I mean I had enough money put up for my kids , kids but I couldn't just let it go just like that. I was gone stop ,
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Kianna POV
I needed to go to the doctor because lately I haven't been feeling well , nobody knew what imani was about to find out. I wanted her to go with me being that she's something like my best friend , my sister
So I called her because I didn't want Khalil to go with me because I knew the news would kill him.
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"Whats wrong with you" imani asked when we were in the waiting
"You finna find out , and when you do please don't tell nobody"I said
"Okay , bu-
"Kianna Reynolds" the doctor said and me and imani went to the back.
"Okay , so ms. Reynolds you know it's gotten worser especially now that you're pregnant" the doctor said
"You're pregnant" imani said surprised
"Yes , about 2 months" she said
"Why you didn't tell anyone" she asked
"Doctor reins can you explain to her" I told the doctor
"Well kianna has pneumonia , a bad case of pneumonia at that and with her being pregnant it makes her sickness worser. It's a possibility the baby could die , and if kianna does has the baby , she could die as well. Her body is not healthy enough to have the baby" the doctor said
"Wait , she could die , okay how long will she live" imani said and tears immediately starting rushing out of her eyes.
"Maybe , about 3 to 4 months" the doctor said
"Omg , How long have you had this kianna" imani asked crying
"Girl , wipe your face ... Ive had it about 2 years now but ice stayed strong throughout my sickness. That's why you never knew because I stayed strong about the situation. I know my times gonna come eventually , but I'm not scared to go because I've lived my life , the only reason this hurts me is because I don't want to leave khalil. After saying that I started crying to.
Imani you don't know how much I love him , he means everything to me and I know this shit gone kill him. Imani I'm telling you this because I need you to keep him strong , you and que ... And I need y'all to stay with him because if I die , he gone kill himself , he already told me if I ever left this world he would leave with me and I know he wasn't playing.
I wiped imani's eyes and told her to just strong . I didn't want her to cry , I wanted her to be strong for me. I wanted her to smile for me and I wanted to spend all the time I could with them , I wanted them to have some good memories with me.
I hugged imani and she finally stopped crying.
"I love you kianna" she said
"I love you to bitch" I said repeating the vine
"She laughed , and we went to get something to eat
Kianna & Imani
