Love me back

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I was at the airport saying bye to Mira who was leaving for France. "Are you sure about this? Ren is going to be sad." . "He is going to be alright at least when he has you!" Mira said and brushed my hair. We all said goodbye to her as she was walking towards her terminal. "Wait! Mira wait for me." From nowhere Ren hugged me and Gorya and went after Mira.

At night we had a face time with Ren when he explained everything. I made my fakest smile ever. "Guys i will leave i have class tomorrow bye Ren have fun there. Goodnight everyone." I sighed as i cried in my room "Am i that bad that nobody would never love me? Why always me!!" I hit the pillow and slept somehow. 

Three months past away. We saw the news that Mira got married with some guy who was very wealthy, i felt bad for Ren. I was at school now. I put my books in my locker as me and Gorya went to the cafetaria. Thyme saw us and took Gorya away from me. I went upstairs and laid on the transparent walls. "The school is chaos as always but somethings changed". Everyone turned around to see Ren. I sneaked from everyone as i was walking slowly someone pulled me by my collar "Didn't miss me? I want a simple hug. Our lonely hug one?" I hugged as he whispered in my ears "I need to tell you something come at the rooftop." Ren greeted everyone as i went at the rooftop. I sat as i felt someone hugging me. "I missed you Ari. I really understand my decisions. Mira loved that guy her whole life and me here loving her. I thought she loved me too but my luck wasn't good as always." I patted his back. I pulled a water bottle from my bag and told him to drink a little bit "It's alright. We are humans and we will make mistakes. I am happy that you learned your lesson but sad because you got hurt. I am sorry to hear about Mira and that guy!" I said running my fingers through his hairs. I made his a mess as i laughed "Ari i want to see you smile like this forever! Can we be friends again?". I nodded as i got up and wiped his tears. 

I was at home playing games in my phone. I was tired so i thought maybe i should eat ice cream to fresh my mind. I went to a small private park for rich people. I bought an ice cream  and walked for a while. I saw Ren feeding a girl. I got jealous. I thought finally he would understand my love but he again fell in love with someone else. I had tears in my eyes as i ran back home. The next days i ignored Ren at any cost. I ate alone at lunch time. I started to hangout less with F4. I stopped talking with Gorya. I am tired of my life. At morning i wore my uniform and my driver took me to school. I walked inside and went to my locker "Ari? Why the hell are you ignoring me? Its hurts Ari, talk with me." I had tears in my eyes "You are just like kavin and MJ. Flirting with girls everyday. So how is it going with the girl who was in the park?" I said crying "Ari she is not what you thin-"Forget everything i don't even like you and your shitty friends." I pushed Ren aside as i walked towards my class. 

Few days later i got calmed and talked with others but not Ren. Thyme told he will propose Gorya today. I was happy for him as i clapped my hands together. We saw Gorya running towards the rooftop so i thought i should go with Thyme. When we went there we saw Gorya hugging Ren. I looked at Thyme who was angry as hell. He walked out angrily as i followed him. "Thyme stop!THYME!!P'THYME!". As i entered the hallway i saw Thyme beating a boy. "Thyme leave him. Calm down!THYME!!" Thyme kicked that boy in his stomach as he pulled my collar and choking me "Thyme leave me!Thyme calm down!". "SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU MORON!I know what i am doing." H e threw me on the floor and started to punch me hard on my face. I looked at Kavin and MJ who were trying to pull Thyme away but he was stronger "Do you two want a piece of me huh?". Finally by hearing the noise Gorya and Ren came. Ren pushed Thyme aside and hold my face "Oh my god Ari! Are you alright. Oh no you are bleeding." Ren said "What is your problem Thyme? Why did you hurt her. My loved one?". Thyme laughed like a maniac "Guys Ren is out from F4. From now on it will be F3. "Thyme you can't do it! What is wrong with you?!!" I got up and asked him "Its not his problem". "Well you heard me and you too Ariana. You are out from F4. You are not friends of ours anymore!" Thyme stormed out as i fainted on the floor because of too much blood loss. 

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