Fight for me || Ashtray X Reader

Caught

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Ash's pov:

As I turned my head to see if anyone was there I saw rue recording and didn't know what to do, I knew she'd send it to fez and Ion want that, so I unlatched the window and climbed in with her still recording,

"Stop fuckin recording rue"
I say with a very serious tone

"I have enough proof anyway" rue says whilst she stops

"Nah rue you gotta delete that bullshit" I say walking over to her

"Whoops already sent to fez, my bad"
She says laughing

"Get the fuck out" i say pointing to the door

Rue stands up and walks out.

"Y/n I'm really sorry, I didn't realise I left my hoodie in here last night"

"Don't worry bout it it's fine"

Rue bursts back into the room scaring both me and y/n "I GOT THAT ON RECORDING TO BITCH!!" 

"Rue shut the fuck up you Gunna me fuckin caught bro"

"Right right sorry.. I'm still sending this to fez haha" she says alot quieter

"Just get out" I say closing the door and locking it

"Wow you guys are just bestfriends" y/n says sarcastically

I start to laugh and agree

*Ping* my phone went off, ofcourse it's from fez,
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                            Bro <3

(Insert both videos)
You fr sneaking back in?
You have explaining
Get your ass back here
Read 1:34
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Sorry just fez doing his daily brother check up

Y/n giggles, "you guys are so...brotherly" she says wincing

"Just rest...if Nate even tries anything I'll blow the fuckers head off. Nothing is going to happen to you while I'm here" I hated saying that but it just came out like word vomit but worse

She smiled softly..she looks so pretty..I just want to- but I can't..I don't think she would feel the same way...

I sat beside her in her bed...even with the red and bruises she looked gorgeous...sometimes I don't think she feels that way...I'm mostly part of the reason
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Y/n pov

If only he knew how I felt... Or if he felt the same way..

They both started leaning in little bits at a time l still keeping eye contact

"Your eyes look so pretty, they look like a forest during Autumn" I said to him.

"Holy fuck.." they both thought at the same time

"I'm really sorry I don't know why I said that.." I didn't want to apologise but I knew it would make things weird, and I didn't want that

*Knock* there's was another knock at my window

We both looked at the same time
It was fez except he just came in because the window was open.

"I'm to old to be chasin you around Ash get ya shit and let's go" fez said shimmying him out the window

"Hey actually fez wait, can he stay here...I don't wanna be here alone"
He sighed

"Get some stuff you can come over.."
Fez said looking at Ash pick up his phone..

"Thank you so much..." I was really thankful for his help..

I grabbed my bag and stuffed a few things in there and climbed out the window with them shutting it behind me

After a very awkward drive to their house I moved up to ashs room putting my stuff down

"Do you mind?" I asked Ash gesturing to the bed

"Yeah I don't care" i said walking back downstairs
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Ash's pov:

I went onto the couch and sat next to fez..

"It's so obvious" fez looked over and said to me

"What is obvious?" Very confused

"That you love her" fez says suprised he's confused

"Mm whatever" I was getting very irritated 

I went back upstairs and for some reason what she had said keep replaying over and over in my mind
In the voice recording but also...

"Hey y/n..." I said while she was laying up on her phone

"Yeah what is it..?" She said looking up

"Thank you...for saying that I'm more then just a drug dealer..people only really see me as that"

She looked suprised...I don't think I was meant to hear that part but either way she just nodded

over the next few hours nothing really happened besides one thing..

"Yo kids I'm going out for a sec, be back"

Me n y/n looked at each other and ran to fez's room and took 20bucks then made sure he already left we ran out of the house and went to go to the nearest gas station which was only about a 2 minute walk

I don't know why y/n makes me feel the way I do...but she just does.. every part of me says no..but I just can't resist...I hate that she makes me soft...Ive tried to stop that..but then we ended up hating eachother..

We got there and bought a bunch of candy and a drink..

By the time we got back fez's car was already there

"Shit-" y/n said worried

"I've been doing this shit since I was 8 he don't give a fuck" reassuring her

As we got back inside fez was just sitting on a chair "really bro? Everytime?" Fez said disappointed

"Yeah fuck you" I said playfully heading upstairs with y/n"
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Y/ns pov:

Oh my god this was so fun
I thought we were Gunna get in trouble but I guess not

"As we were in his room laughing I accidentally said "oh my god I love you"

There was silence for about 5 seconds but it felt like 5 years

"Oh I uh..I" I stuttered not even knowing what to say

"Really?" Ashtray responded with hope in his voice

"I...I mean.. yeah..." I didn't even know what to say

"Actually?" He sounded very serious..

I look him in the eyes "yes, yes ashtray I do" I knew he wouldnt feel the same way but at least he kn-

"I love you to" he said to me, it was complete silence

We both leant in to kiss, and that's what we did, until we ran out of breath

My heart was pounding neither of us knew what to say, there was nothing to say, just stare at eachother without it weirdly not feeling awkward.

I put my hands on the back of his neck and he out his hands on my waist and he flipped me on my back.. we just couldn't stop, until 

*Knock*

"Bit quiet in there, you kids good"

I pulled away as he opened the door  and ashtray just layed there casually

He pulled me back on him and we made out until we ran out of breath and then just kept going
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Author notes

This chapter idm anywayyy not much to say byee!