My random raps and poems

All Alone

If there's no reason for me to feel like I'm on my own,
Then why is it that when I'm here, I feel I'm all alone.
I'm stuck inside of my own head instead of where I am,
To the point where reality feels like it is a scam.
I know that I have people who SAY that they're on my side,
But then again, I don't know if that thought should be relied.
Why is it that I feel I am stuck in this endless loop?
Why is it that anxiety is such a constant troop?
Why is it that I cannot let go of this fear I hold
That I will lose everything long before I will grow old?
Oh, to be bold and fearless, that is my greatest wish!
To not feel all alone on this terrestrial dish!
And right behind is my great wish to learn to trust again.
Maybe at that point, I just might not feel all alone then.
I have been stabbed right in the back by those I thought to trust,
Only to find that they were driven instead by their own lust.
The brokenness that they had sewn with betrayal to reap,
That is the mentality that they had chosen to keep.
They made it where my nights were too restless for me to sleep
And made it where I felt like I was just in far too deep.
Family is chosen whereas relatives are born to you.
I choose family any day, because they'll remain true.
May all the doubts that you would hold be far gone from your mind
And that feeling of all alone be left far far behind.
May you find those that give you such a bright and sweet release.
And at the end of the day, I pray that you find peace.
This ending message as you can see has this wish as shown.
That you remember as I should that you're not all alone.