KABIRAA

CHAPTER 18

AASHIQA'S POV

Why God whyy...why you always snatch the person I love... whenever I love someone or care for someone they always leave...first my parents then Maya my one and only friend and now Mr. Rathore. Now only I have my brother with me.

When he said those things my heart shattered. I never want to be a clingy person. I don't know why he said those things which surely hurt me more than anything... I had never fake my care for him... I really do care for him but he thinks like that.

I know that I like him...really really like him. But you know what made me realize that when I saw his wounded hand. Maybe he was not feeling any pain but seeing him I felt it. But then he broke my hope to found someone who will love me conditionally.

I have my brother who loves me but whenever I needed him he was not there. He was busy in searching job to provide food for us so that we can live. He already has his problems and if I had burdened him he will not be at the place he is now.

I am so proud of him. I wish every sister get a brother like him . I love him so much. But I know that developing feeling for Mr. Rathore will only break me but still I fell for him and it happened just as I feared.

After I walked out of his cabin I straight went to washroom and let my tears fall which I have been controlling. I cried while leaning against the door. After 10 minutes I walked out of the washroom after washing my face. And now I have decided that I will do as he wished. I will maintain my distance and try to ignore my feelings for him. If this is what gives him happiness then let it be.

Then I started working on the preparation of the party. Party will be held in a big hall which is in the building itself for these type of success parties. The hall is very big. It enough to fit 500 people in there. So we are decorating that hall.

I, Alessia, Isabella and Gia are the incharge of the decoration and other things like security, buffet, drinking section, finance and Matt, Aldo and Kian these three are the incharge of sending the invitation to the people who will come in the party including many big businessmen.

Right we girls are in Alessia's cabin discussing about the theme of the party. I pretty much enjoy my time when I am with all of them. But I really miss Maya...I hope they find her soon.

AUTHOR'S POV

It has been three days since Aashiqa started to maintain her distance with Kabir and seeing her doing this he has been restless.

He don't know that why her ignorance is hurting him. All these feelings are new for both of them. In one hand Aashiqa is struggling to ignore him but she will do because of his happiness. She thinks that he hates her and if she will not disturb him...he will be at least at peace.

On the other hand Kabir is continuously regretting what he said to her. He now knows that whatever he feels when Aashiqa came near him is not normal and inside he likes it but he don't want himself to believe that he can also feel for someone like that. Whenever Aashiqa came into the office that that incident either she came with Kian so that she don't need to talk and always ignore to look towards him or she came with an colleague to avoid talking. She now always maintain the professional behavior with him. Just like he demanded.

And her this behavior for sure hurt him but he know he deserve it. In these days when he arrived his mansion he avoided any type of talk with his mother because he knows she can easily find that something wrong and Kabir cannot lie to her.

Right now, Kabir was in his bedroom balcony enjoying the breeze still thinking about Aashiqa. How he miss her presence in his life. Whenever he talks rude to her she always curse and mutter something under her breath so that he don't listen. But he hears all the things she says but still ignores it and now he misses how she always call him khadoos. Even though they both didn't involve in conversation this much still both unwillingly adore each other.