WINTERING

Chapter 10: Milk

THIS MORNING

HARPER'S POV: It was a typical day, but today, I felt anything but ordinary. My period and my body are aching with cramps and discomfort. I woke up alone in bed, feeling intense pains in my lower abdomen. As I slowly got up and headed to the bathroom, I realized what was causing me such discomfort — my period. But this time, it was worse. I felt like I was being stabbed continuously, and tears welled up in my eyes. I knew I was on my own today.

Duncan had a job, and I didn't want to bother him with my troubles. The day went on, the pain only got more intense. I tried to distract myself with Rusty, but it was no use. My mind was clouded with the physical agony I was experiencing. I wished Duncan was here to comfort me and make me feel better. As if he had sensed my distress, Duncan called me. He said that he was worried about me. My voice was shaky as I tried to mask the pain in his ear. I didn't want him to worry or feel guilty for not being with me.

On the other hand, he knew exactly what was going on. He could hear it in my tone, and he said that he could feel my pain from miles away. He desperately wanted to be by me, but work responsibilities kept him away. So he did the next best thing — he talked to me with an earpiece while working, or instead, I just spoke to him about random things, and he'd be silent. As per some situations would require him to be. He always came back with a response when it was clear.

Duncan was traveling in sorrow because he couldn't physically be there for me. He wanted to be there for me emotionally, and that's what he did. He patiently listened to me, offering comfort and love as I cried and expressed how much I missed him. I stayed on the phone with Duncan all night. His voice was a source of comfort for me. It was as if he was with me in person, holding me and whispering soothing words in my ear. I finally fell asleep with Duncan's voice still in my ear.

THE FOLLOWING DAY

HARPER'S POV: I woke up from cramps, and my first instinct was to call out for Duncan. But then I remembered he was still at work. I slowly reached for my phone, wanting to hear his voice first thing in the morning. As I dialed his number, I felt a slight twinge of pain. But the minute Duncan answered, my pain seemed to fade away. "Duncan?" I said, my voice soft and tired. "Yes, Harper?" He replied with concern, as he had been waiting for me to wake up. "I'm alright," I said, trying to smile. "Please don't worry." He did worry. He knew he had to do something. He promised me he would be there soon, and he kept his word. "Please get some rest. I'm sorry I have to go, baby. I'm sorry..." Duncan says, aggravated by the situation.

THAT EVENING

THIRD POV: Duncan drove from the airport to Harper's cottage to care for her. He had brought her favorite things. Harper couldn't help but feel grateful for having such a caring and loving yet older boyfriend. As he held her in his arms and they spent the day and evening together, Harper's pain slowly subsided. She had no idea how she would have survived the day without Duncan's love and support. As they cuddled in bed, Harper couldn't help but be grateful for having such an excellent partner. Duncan may not have been able to be there for her that day before physically, but his love and presence through the phone were enough to make her feel loved and cared for. And that's what truly matters in any relationship — being there for each other in sickness and health.

HARPER'S POV: "Duncan," she says. Without hesitation, he reaches for me and pulls me into his warm embrace. As I rest my tired head on his chest, he gently kisses my forehead, making me feel loved and cared for. His hand slowly trails down my body, making me anxiously arch my back. "My breasts..." I pause and look up at Duncan. He slowly lifts my shirt, exposing my bare chest. "I'm not able to wear a bra because they are so swollen." Embarrassed, I stare at him yearningly.

He then moves his lips down to my aching breasts, where he starts to suck and nibble on them with an intensity that sends waves of pleasure through my body. As his tongue circles around my sensitive skin, I moan in pleasure, forgetting all about my period pain. For twenty minutes, Duncan continues to pleasure me with his mouth, making me feel like a goddess despite the messy situation down there. The familiar cramps and discomfort seem to fade away, replaced by the intense pleasure that Duncan is giving me.

It doesn't stop there; as the desire and hunger between me and Duncan grow, our bodies move in sync. Our hands explore each other's bodies, with Duncan's fingers trailing down to my throbbing core. With each touch, I feel a sense of release, and it's as if my period pain was just a distant memory. As the both of us lose ourselves in each other's bodies, the sex becomes more intense and passionate. The natural lubrication from my period makes it even more pleasurable, and the added sensation adds to the already heightened experience.

Duncan doesn't hesitate or shy away from my period; he embraces it. While I moan in discomfort and then in relief, he sucks on my tender breasts, providing a gentle but satisfying stimulation. He knows that breast tenderness is a common symptom during menstruation, and rather than shying away from it, he embraces it by giving in to my sexual desires. After hours of pleasurable foreplay, I find myself having brutal and cruel sex with Duncan. This may seem unconventional or uncomfortable when experiencing discomfort, but Duncan knows precisely what I need.

The intense physical stimulation takes my mind off of my cramps and makes me focus on pleasure instead. Duncan doesn't just focus on my sexual needs; he also takes care of my physical and emotional needs. As the intense lovemaking comes to an end, I find myself exhausted and in need of some relaxation. Without asking, Duncan draws me a warm bath and joins me in it. As I float on top of him in the bath, I feel my tired body gradually relax, and my cramps start to fade away. Duncan washes my body gently, easing any tension or muscle pain. He knows that the warm water and his tender touch will do wonders for my body and mind during my period.

I feel a sense of peace and comfort with Duncan by my side. Somehow, he understands the pain and discomfort of menstruation and is willing to go above and beyond to help me through it. He doesn't see my period as something to be ashamed of or avoided but rather as an opportunity to show his love and care for me. For me, he is nothing short of perfection. "Baby, let's stand up," Duncan says softly, sitting up and noticing me stand up first, then Duncan stands up behind me; his touch is familiar yet electrifying, sending shivers down my spine.

The air is thick with anticipation as we both feel the sexual tension building up inside again. Duncan drains the bath water and turns on the shower. He starts by kissing my neck, slowly moving his hands down my body, massaging and exploring every inch of my skin. I close my eyes, allowing myself to succumb to his touch, feeling the warmth and love he has for me. He turns me around and starts kissing my lips with an intensity that makes me want him more. I wrap my arms around his broad shoulders, pulling him closer to me as I feel the heat rise between us.

As the hot water cascades over us. He moves his hands towards my back, his finger tracing the curves of my spine, making me arch my back and moan softly. I can feel his erection pressing against my hip, and I can't wait any longer. I want him, and I know he wants me to. Duncan breaks the kiss and turns me around, pressing my body against the cold tiles of the shower wall. I feel a rush of heat as I anticipate what's to come. Duncan gently rubs my back, massaging my shoulders and down my spine. With one hand, he spreads my cheeks, and with the other, he starts teasing my entrance. I feel an unfamiliar sensation, but it's not unpleasant. I feel myself getting more turned on with each passing second as Duncan's fingers explore my body.

With a kiss on my shoulder, Duncan takes me anally, entering me slowly and steadily. I gasp in surprise and pleasure as he moves in and out of me, claiming me in a way that I have never experienced before. He is gentle but assertive, deeply penetrating me, and making me feel loved and desired. As the hot water washes away all our inhibitions, I feel a bond of trust being formed between us; a trust that will last for a lifetime. With each thrust, Duncan takes me deeper into ecstasy, and I can't help but moan his name over and over again. As the intensity increases, our bodies move in rhythm, and we both reach the peak of pleasure simultaneously. He pulls out. I'm shaking all over and turn around and look into Duncan's eyes, feeling vulnerable yet empowered by his love. This was much more than just a physical act.