Silk Whispers - Smut

Alone Time - Fluff

Kenji's POV

5:30pm

"Kenji your so dramatic! It's not a huge problem!" Ryuu's yells echoed through my head. "You use me as your fuck toy! I'm tired of it!" I started to sob. "You don't truly love me! All you want is my body! I'm tired of it!" I started to sob uncontrollably.
I suddenly felt weak, and light headed. "Leave me alone-" I managed to choke out before stumbling out of the apartment as I started to sob more and more. My vision becoming blurry, as tears ran down my face. My sobs got louder after I fully left the apartment complex. I felt weak in my knees, I just wanted to break down on the sidewalk. "R-Ryuu..." I cried his name as I fell to the floor. I heard footsteps, and I quickly tried to hide myself but I failed. "Ryuu..." I sobbed. "Kenji?!" I recognized the voice. I lifted my head up, but my vision was too blurry. "Here- I'll take you to Ry-" "No! No! I don't want Ryuu! I don't want him!" I yelled as I started to cry again. He called one of his friends, I recognized the voice. "Tae you need to come here now!" He yelled. "What happened?!" Tae said panicking. "Mingyu what happened?" Tae yelled. "Kenji is outside crying and I tried to tell him I'll take him to Ryuu but then he started yelling that he didn't want him! Please no further questions just come here please!" Mingyu started to worry. Mingyu walked away, giving me space. Soon Ryuu comes out and my eyes widen. "No! No! Get away please!" I flinched. "Ryuu what did you do?!" Mingyu yelled. "I-I didn't do anything!" Ryuu didn't have a smile on his face. I still felt limp, but I managed to run away without anyone noticing. Tae pulled up soon after I left. I heard arguing, and voices layering over each other after I turned around. "Ryuu.." I still cried. My sobs only grew louder. It was devastating to realize that Ryuu didn't love me for who I was anymore.  Suddenly, my vision went black. I passed out in the field, away from everyone.

Tae's POV

"Where's Kenji?!" I panicked after I stopped Mingyu and Ryuu's argument. "Over there- Where's Kenji?!" Mingyu panicked. I ran everywhere until I saw something very faint in the distance. I ran up to it and it was Kenji's limp body. "Kenji?" I shook him. "Kenji?!" I picked him up out of the field. I placed him on the sidewalk to check his pulse. "Oh thank god," A sigh of relief left my lips. There was plants in his hair, along with dead flower petals. I tried my best to get everything out. "Please Kenji..." I started to cry. "Please please..." tears soon dripped onto Kenji, I start to sob more and more, not even knowing what happened to the 2 of them.

Mingyu's POV

From a distance, I gazed upon Tae with a heavy heart, as I witnessed tears flow down his cheeks like a river, "Kenji, please!" I saw him shake his limp body.

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Kenji's POV

7:37pm

My eyes suddenly opened. Tae's arms are around me. Other people are around me. Mingyu, Kiyomi, Izumi, Ryuu... "R-Ryuu..?" My eyes started to water again as Mingyu watched. "Kenji- Look, I'm sorry-" Ryuu apologized. "I really didn't want you to feel that way about yourself-" Ryuu's smile suddenly faded. A tear drop suddenly dripped down my face. "I'm sorry..." Ryuu apologized. Soon multiple tear drops dripped down my face, I felt unloved. It doesn't matter how Tae is hugging me, I feel unloved. "Kenji, how do you feel?" Mingyu asked. "Unloved and used." I mumbled. Tae heard it. His eyes suddenly darkened. "Why am I here..?" I asked myself under my breath. Tae heard it too. "I-I'll do anything to cheer you up Kenji!" Ryuu started to sob. "What happened..?" Mingyu mumbled. "You two were fine the other day..." He continued. My lips started to quiver from fear. "Hold my hand if you love me Ryuu." I said strictly.