songbird 4 u | kyoka jirou x fem reader

JEALOUS | Chapter Three

𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴:
"(Jealous)"
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---˖⁺. ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀♡❀˖⁺. ༶ ⋆˙⊹---

Chatter would always echo throughout the classroom when Aizawa Sensei would have his scheduled nap. Everyone giggling and laughing.

I sat at my desk, my head laying on my arms as I stared at my group talking, discussing upcoming plans and what they're doing this weekend.

"Someone's quieter than usual" I felt a hand placed on my head, ruffling my hair.

Kyoka leaned against my desk. I looked up and straightened my posture, leaning into my chair.

"What's that suppose to mean" I smiled softly at her. Tucking a strand of my hair behind my ear.

"You normally atleast add your two cents into a conversation but you aren't saying anything" Kyoka spoke up, locking her eyes into mine.

"Guess I haven't been getting much sleep, can't keep up with what's being said" I giggled at her, rubbing my eyes.

"Is it getting better at yours?"

I knew what she meant by that, but it was just such a intrusive topic, she's my best friend and I don't want to lie to her, but I'd do it if I could protect her.

"Yeah it is" I glanced away from her as I spoke.

"If you say so, I trust you" She got off my desk and walked up to the group.

Denki tried to be smooth and place his arm around Kyoka's shoulders, but she noticed and poked fun at him, they had a cute banter thing. Not one of them would admit the feelings they had for another.

I wonder how it'd feel to have some be physical like that.

I mean Mina and Eijirou do PDA, they very affectionate with one another.

But I guess me and Katsuki's love languages are just vastly different. I'm perfectly fine with not being physical if it made him happier with me.

I'm nothing special so I should feel lucky that he chose me anyway.

The bell rang signalling class was over. I grabbed my bag and packed everything into it, the rest of the class leaving. But he waited every time for me. Waiting by the classroom door to make sure he could walk me home.

"You done yet or what?" Katsuki spoke, glancing away from his phone to me.

I quickly walked up to him, my hair being messy as I stood by his side.

"Fix your hair why don't ya?" Katsuki grumbled and took his leave.

Me following swiftly behind, trying to fix the stray strands in my hair, patting my hair down, trying to be the perfect girlfriend just for him.

We made our way out of the school gates, him walking with me as he usually does, he's on his phone like usual but I don't mind, he's taking time out of his day to walk me to my house anyway.

He dropped me off at my front door.

"I love you bye!" I spoke up softly, waving him off as he turned away and muttered out a bye to me.

I walked inside and saw my dad passed out on the couch as usual. The smell of yeast from the beer finally my every sense.

He's been like this since mum left, just been wallowing in self pity for himself. I wonder if anyone would ever be that sad if I left?

I quietly made my way to my room, closing my door gently, to not make any sound. I dropped my school bag on the floor and looked around my room, it being a mess.

Dad had been in here.

I let out a sigh as I saw all the clothes littered on my floor and the papers I had perfectly organised in disarray on my light wooden floor.

Don't tell me your problems, if you're not trying to solve them.