Manifestation Miracles

Chapter 1

My true needs are following God’s plan for me. God has a plan for all of us. Sometimes life gets messy but if you believe in Jesus and the power of God there is always a miracle attached to that mess. Some of my miracles have been is I learned to love myself at my worst because God wanted me to love myself at my best. I am a recovering addict and what they say is once an addict always an addict. I believe this is true because it keeps me accountable in my recovery and my actions. I am in recovery forever. Anyways, when there was this one day that I went to a friend’s house and did laundry. Bless him because he allowed an addict into his home to clean my clothes and he didn’t have to. While I was doing laundry I told him I was happy with my life and myself. He looked at me and said, “No, Evy there is no way you can be, you are using.” I said, “Yes I am.” I felt a sense of peace while saying it. As my laundry was going I wondered why I would say that because I definitely did not want to be an addict. Its not that I was ok with my life, and I was not ok with using. I wanted better for myself. As I was sitting there thinking I realized that that God wanted me to love myself at my worst so I can live myself at my best. He wanted me to love all my flaws and ugly parts of me so he can make a miracle happen for me. He wanted to turn my messy life into a miracle. He did just that. I became clean and sober and I never gave up faith in God. I realized that day that my life was going to change for the better and it has. It wasn’t because that I was a bad person that those life events happened to me, he just wanted to show me that he existed and that miracles do happen if we believe in Him, obey Him and have trust in Him. Miracles do happen folks in all your struggles and I hope you see them in your lives too.