away to war

chapter 5

A/N sorry last chapter ended on a sad note…not lol this will be very angsty lol enjoy
TW: cussing
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-Y/N'S POV-

I sit alone outside. It sounds depressing and it is but I didn't mind being alone. At least I could vape in peace. Spoke too soon fuck. I hear someone walk outside. “Kid? What are you doing?” I turned around and it was Ghost. As I exhale smoke pours out my mouth.

“Fuck.” “Give it now.” I looked down at my vape. I had gotten it at the gas station a few weeks ago and I had just opened it today. I hid it behind. myself. “What are you talking about?” “Don't play dumb I saw the smoke.” “Please don't.” “There are better ways to cope tha-” “stop.”

“What?” “I'm tired of that speech. The ‘that's bad for you.’ or ‘just breathe air!’ I'm fucking sick of it.” He walks over to me and sits next to me and sits next to me. He pulls out a cigarette and starts smoking. “When did you start?”

“when it was thirteenth-ish.” “Tha-....I started when I was your age.” We sat there for a few minutes and neither of us said anything. He left when he finished his cigarette. I was kinda sad when he left but I didn't dare say anything. I stayed out there I was silent…but when it's silent it's never truly silent. The silence is often louder than everything.

So I opened my phone and I looked through pictures on Snapchat and I saw a picture of me and my dad. I can feel the tears sting my eyes. “I'm such a fucking wimp.”  I stand up and go back inside. I see Gaz on the couch watching TV.

I walked over to the fridge and opened it. Nothing looked appetizing. I felt like if I ate anything I would puke. So I just sat on the couch next to Gaz. He looked at me then back at the TV. “What,” I asked. “Nothing.”

I opened my phone and just watched videos. A few minutes later I felt the strong urge to vape again. I'm pretty sure I wasn't allowed to smoke let alone smoke inside but. I don't think Gaz will mind. So I took a hit of my vape. “That shit smells like ass.” Gaz said. “your over reacting.”

I responded. “If your going to do that, go to your room.” “sorry sorry won't happen again Your majesty.” “Haha, very funny.” Nobody said anything till Ghost walked into the room. “Gaz, we have a briefing on a mission.” “alright L.T..”

Gaz and Ghost walked out of the room. and I was noisy so I followed suit. A bunch of soldiers were packed in a room. Ghost was leading them talking about the mission.

Ghost sat at the head of the briefing room, looking at the faces of the soldiers in front of him. They all knew why they were here, but I didn't.

“Soldiers, I have a mission that I need volunteers for. This mission is not for the faint of heart, and it's not one that I take lightly. It's a dangerous mission. I know that if anyone can complete this mission, it's this team.”

The room fell silent as Ghost explained the details of the mission. They were to infiltrate enemy territory, locate and retrieve a top-secret weapon before it fell into the wrong hands. The catch? They would have to do it undetected, and the chances of success were slim.

Sounded dangerous I wanted in. I won't lie to you, this mission will be dangerous. But I have faith.”Oh I wanted in on this so fucking bad but they would never let me.

-GHOST POV-3 DAYS LATER-

Me Gaz Koñig and a rookie Sam were the only ones that volunteered. We take off and the rookie looks scared. Koñig is staring hard at a container next to me. And Gaz is fast asleep next to koñig. And hour later we were about to land. I asked koñig. “The hell is us with you and that container???” “It's suspicious.”

“bloody hell there's nothing suspicious about that container.” I opened it to reveal… ”Y/N!?!” “Hey.” They say sheepishly. I make them sit on the floor so I can tell at them. “What. The. Hell.” “you excited for the mission?” “no no no no no no  your not doing this mission!” “why not we're almost there.” “Because your a kid! That's why!”

“Come on, I'm pretty good.” “no this is high risk mission pulse you don't even have gear!” “Actually I packed some.” They pull out some gear from the top rack. “Fucking hell kid.” “So can I?” “NO!” “Aw come on please.” “No and that's final!” “your such a buzz kill.” “Oh sorry for saving your ass literally!”

I was silent except for the noise of the helicopter. Then………BOOOOOOOOM!!!!!

we where hit fucking hell
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A/N sorry for the short chapter 😞 hope y'all like it ☺️

UNEDITED MADE ON 1-21-24